I mean I know a lot of people who take muscle relaxant to sleep. Is that abuse? That's how it started for me. Then I got prescribe zopliclone for sleep. Then one tab wasn't enough so I took two, even thought I was only meant to take one. Is that abuse?  

I know I have abuses T3s. When a friend of mines died, beside when I was at work, I was taking them to feel numb. But that only lasted a few weeks. I still do it from time to time. But very infrequently. I do have them for my migraines. So I use them for that. 

And now I'm on clonazapam for my anxiety. I take it at night. But one days off, I take one in the morning and one in the afternoon. I just sleep all day instead of feeling. So my doctor did tell me I can take them 3 times a day. So is that abuse? 

I guess here would be where I say I'm bipolar and currently working towards finding a good med combo. 

Basically, do I have a problem? Is there a like sketchy sector I can fall under. I don't take other people's pill(just my moms t3s once, and it was really for a migraine, and I was out). I dot go to work high or drive. I just want to feel numb and not feel my constant roller coaster of emotions. I don't take an unsafe amount.