i see you trying really hard and i so admire your tenacity...

holding on to hope for you,lilmissy.

((((((( safe gentle hugs )))))))

I believe tremendous healing is possible for you. The mind and will can foster healing even where medicine says it is unlikely. Your challenges will open up new pathways for you as you remain on course for healing. Above all, remember: when you're going through hell, keep going. Heartfelt healing wishes sent your way.

Hugs.

You betcha it's ok, lilmiss, every day. I'm lucky that my breakdown you mention came when I was 52, not as young as you at 34. And you unselfishly support me through mine--I'm 59 and still here. So you can count on being supported through yours. You are not alone.

absolutely, with you right here (((lilmissy))) you are not alone, we are all around you and we care about you, you matter xo

I echo everyone here it is okay. to ask for support. and your not alone in your struggles. Sounds like
your doing all you can . HuG.

I echo everyone here it is okay. to ask for support. and your not alone in your struggles. Sounds like
your doing all you can . HuG.

Aww...... I'm sorry things feel so sucky for you right now. I think a little at a time you can get there. Sending a rainbow your way. ((((hugs))))

(((Hugs))) you're not alone x

I hear you! I'm 29 and I struggle too. I function in a consistent, constant, and continuous state of: exhaustion, run down, worn down,and worn out. I,24/7, feel more like someone who is 70-80 yr.s old even though I'm just 29. I don't have the energy, strength, and stamina that I had when I was younger. I just feel(and believe) that ALL my yr.s of struggle have finally caught up to me and, combined with what I have to deal with in the here and now, it's just too much. I feel aged beyond my years. All I want to do is sleep and doing anything else is a HUGE chore and takes ALOT out of me which just leaves me longing for a bed even more. An example: getting dressed. Another one is getting out of the house. I would love to feel young, and energized, but I , often, don't believe(and feel) like that will ever happen. So I completely understand and sympathize with you.

First, it's ALWAYS okay to ask for support. In fact, I'm so glad that you did. We're not meant to live this life alone. Asking for help shows strength. We need encouragement from others. Also, you said yourself that you have hope. That's the most powerful thing someone can have. Hold onto the two things you know you have: you have breath in your lungs--which means another day--and you have a choice to keep moving forward. That's power! I believe in you!

Thank you for your support & kind words, it means a lot to me
Hugs <3

Sorry everything is so heavy right now. I understand where you're coming from. Sending support.

I still enjoy isolating enough that I am not okay with my own need for support. I wanna be of a species which is hardwired to live their entire life away from others of their own kind. Perhaps a parthenogenetic species which doesn't even need to meet up for reproduction or care of off-spring? Alas, the wish hasn't come true yet. I remain a member of a gregarious species and need support whether I want it, or knot. I'm okay with that on my good days.

It takes a village to live a healthy human life, Missy. It's okay to be human. Kinda. . .

Thank you
This has been a heck of a week, battling this health stuff, I will not give up
It's really hard but I keep telling myself I won't give up, your guys support helps me.
Hugs <3