Hahaha. Ok, i heard a few new words yesterday. Shit-tastic, fuckery and then i saw a book called 50 shades of fuck it. hehehe. Lil, if i am around my friend D, we cannot get through a sentence without some sort of swearing. She is a huge potty mouth and then gets me going. She said for some reason when i cuss it does not sound like i am cussing, haha

Awwww... fuck that! Who gives a shit? Ahhh... the good times back in high school.

on a normal day every third to fifth word out my mouth is fuck shite damn it ect lol. heck i get up to go do something and get back to the couch out comes "shit! i forgot to..." lol then i either have to go get or do what i forgot or sweet talk my husband into doing it. that usually contains a few teasing asshole remarks thrown his way in good fun.

Oh goodness.. i just had to go to walmart and on my way back some guy decided it was ok to stop at a blinking yellow. no cars coming but he is talking to some guy on the curb holding up traffic!!! The horn blew and the cussin' began. I think i got mine in for the day, haha. he almost caused me to get in an accident.

Shut the front door, right now, don't wait, not even one second more.

what is wrong with me right now? i'm allowed to swear and i am not doing it??? there is someonw i would dearly love to swear at right this moment, and i am preventing myself from doing it by coming over here, there is the most ignorant, spoiled brat, making incredibly wrong remarks in a bad spot, hurtful remarks and i may not say what needs saying. ow, physically painful to hold back,

LOL, I love that one.
Nothing wrong with you. i find it harder to write cuss words than to say them for some reason. Sometimes i need to just sit with my pillow and yell at it

Of course the writing is harder than the speaking. Writing leaves a paper trail. Hard evidence. Spoken words are just wind. Your word against mine. Plausible deniability.

That part does not bother me, it just seems weird to write it. maybe because i am not used to actually writing the word only flanging it. hehe

Seriously needing this today. asshat neighbors. turn your fucking radio down!!! stop stomping! damn computer stay on!!!! stop shutting off!!! there.

My supervisors were fah-king sphincter muscles today.

Hahaha!!!!!! Oh man, that was funny. I needed that!

i want all the people who hurt me with no regard to burn in hell. in fact, i think it would not be so bad if someone broke their legs and took everything from them. its not cussing, but it is my angriest and ugliest thoughts. I never felt like that about anyone or anything and it took me years for my buried anger to even surface like this. before i was just numb to them, then my therapist said "i need to see you get to anger in this grieving process". so this is it, what i don't want to say out loud.

I hate the fucking world. I hate all the arseholes in it. The neighbours on one side who threw all their rubbish over the fence including a used sanitary pad. Apparently in their culture that shows their contempt for a single woman living without family. Whatever. I threw it back.
The neighbour on the other side who imagines I slam my screen door when I shut it just to annoy her. Um, no. It's broken and I have to do that so it will latch and the dogs don't get out. She slams her own door 3 times in succession to pay me back. What a sad world she lives lives in. Stupid c....
My daughter well no, not allowed to go there.
Stop the ducking world I want to get off lol.

Oh my gosh Loo!!!!! I thought mine were awful. That is like the worst thing!! A sanitary??? Horrible.