Sometimes I think that I must be a bad person because so many bad things happen to me. It never stop. I do my best to be positive etc but bad things just keep happening. Sometimes it gets to me. Sometimes I try to figure out where I went wrong and how to correct it
I was going to the gym eating well and trying to sleep well, but it has been like that this week. I've been feeling no energy to even get out of bed. I get mentally exhausted. I know I need to get up and be active but some day I can't.
This past week I've felt pushed over the edge by my husband. So much so I've been looking at foreign countries I can retire to on my retirement income alone.As much as I run from and try to put my past behind me and move forward my husband gravitates to and relives and relives and relives and moos about his past. He constantly looks up all of the houses he lived in on realtor.com. They've all...