Lee looked at me as I took off my coat and then slapped me in the face and asked me who the hall cut my hair. I tell him my mom cut it for me because it was getting hard for me to take care of and its still way past my shoulders. He started yelling at me about how I am suppose to ask him permission before I do ANYTHING! He told me he owns me and how I WILL obey him or else. I told him to go to hell and tried to walk away. He grabbed me roughly by the arm and his eyes were wild looking. He holds me with one arm and tries to get his belt off with the other and I get away. I ran to the bedroom and he followed me. The bed was against the wall and I cowered against the wall on the bed trying to get away and Lee starts hitting me over and over with the belt. I cowered covering my head as he hit me over and over again then he stopped, put his belt back on and went outside for a walk to calm down like always after hurting me. I stayed on the bed sobbing. I remember how bad of bruises I had especially on my legs after this. This is when he was trying to get a gun.
Dating i still cant get someone I really cared for out of my head. He didn't feel the same way until I broke things off and said he made a mistake. My feelings are that he didn't really love me and kept me around because I was a security for him..
Hey, all, really ill today, so just gonna crawl back to bed. Sending hugs and hope for all, and if you're in the way of winter, stay warm and sdafe!