I am so sorry for your loss, try to think about the good times you had with your mom, allow yourself to grieve, *hugs*

Sorry for the loss of your mom.
I agree, take time to remember the good times with your mom, give those the front burner places, and allow your self time to grieve, on the back burner, using the good memories to help you through the grieving process.
Being there at the end is coming full circle, since you were together at the beginning, during your birth. This is a cherished moment, and I'm glad you had it.
Hugs

I am so sorry you lost your mom. This is so painful. Allow yourself to grieve, and this comes in many stages and not in any specific order. hugs to you

I am so sorry for your loss...I can't imagine as close as my mom and I are...there just aren't words

Please accept my condolences for the loss of you Mom. Allow yourself to grieve and cry often. ~hugs~

So sorry for your loss! My thoughts and prayers are with you!

So sorry about your mom. Can't imagine the pain your going through. Praying for you

aww hun....there is nothing i cansay to help ur pain but just know im here if u need 2 tlk...ill even give u my number

I am sorry for your loss of your beloved mother grief can be a roller coaster on a sea of rocky waves some small waves and other big waves allow them to flow through you like water from a fountain.
it takes time for emotions to settle once we sort them all out in the beginning it is hard to feel anything or concentrate on anything for any length of time. its ok god is with you now comforting you and guiding you as you walk blindly for a time. It is a new beginning and the road is unfamiliar in time we get use to our surroundings and manage to find a path to move forward. be gentle with yourself and trust that god is with you molding you and shaping you into his wonderful palette.

god bless you and comfort you in the days ahead

So sorry for your loss,,I do remember the very day like it was yesterday when Mother passed in 1996...She was only 65 years old and we too were connected to the heart and hip...If you are on meds that is a good thing,,,I wasn't and suffered many symptoms of anxiety and bowel syndrome,,,I had so many things going wrong but my doctor saved me,,She worked at one thing at a time,,,I will tell you it does get better with time,,,but as for the love of your mother you will have her with you every single day of your life in thoughts..Just know that she is not suffering anymore and is at peace...Try to get sleep,,you will need it but also know the adrenelin the next few days you will make it thru fine...Prepare yourself when everyone is gone and you are alone,,if you can't sleep get you some sleep aids or drink some wine before bed to calm you,,,It helps,,,

I completely understand. My mom passed away November 13, 2010 due to Ovarian Cancer. Her and I were like glue as well. I feel as if my panic attacks have gotten much worse since she's been gone. :( I'm very sorry for your loss. I would say it get's easier - but I'm not going to lie - it doesn't get easier. I miss her so much everyday. I'd give anything to have her here. I hope you get to feelin better soon.

I am sorry for your loss. Big Hug