I'm drunk as hell and I don't give a fuck no more. I try so hard to better myself and it ain't enough for any of you fucking women. Confidence don't mean fucking shit if you're a hideous incel like I am. SHowers, nice haircuts, and dressing nice for an ugly man is like polishing a turd. 26 years of you telling me how it gets better and I'm still single and rejected by everyone I grow feelings for. I got too much baggage and ya'll just wanna be friends while you go suck my high school bully's cock because his muscles can protect you in a 1st world country. I hope those muscles get shot off the bone by whoever is hirting you. I'm too passive, I'm not physically your type so you waste your tieme with heroin dealers, rapists, and pedophiles instead of me. Well no more. I know I'm destined to fucking die alone so I may as well quicken the process. I got my bottle of meds with me and a ton of booze. I'm gonna down this shit right now and spare myself the misery of entering my 30s full of pain and with no future. Fuck Chad and Stacy. I'm so sorry that I can't afford surgery to make my face more appealing to you rushieroo, but you'd just go back to Tyrone to get your sexy time because my 5.8 inch cock ain't enough. You don't need no more of my drama, so I won't burden you no more. You'll be sad but get over it in time because I never meant a thing to you. You're entitle to a better man than a broken me becuse you got a goddamn education and your parents are rich. I won't let myself hurt anymore. Goodbye
I thought I had found safety when I left Provo and moved to a smaller town in Utah. My boyfriend was very abusive and I knew the only way to survive was to get out. After a couple of years I learned to relax and after 5 years I let it go and stopped thinking about him and what he had done to me. Nearly 10 years after I broke it off with him (a year and a half ago) he tracked me down. He knocked...
Today is my Birthday. This day had always been a special day for me. Thank you all for all for all the support you have given me through out the years i have been here. Thank you for getting me through tough times.Scott