There is no one and nothing to live for. I am miserable. My family is so broken up. I am tired and alone. I have no where to go and no one to talk to. I have no job because I've been on disability since my car accident and I have no income to move out. My parents fight more than they make up. My brother lives with his gf and never bothers to check on us or me anymore. I don't have a car and I haven't driven since my accident. Sometimes I wish I had died in that accident, I don't understand why i'm still here. My friends keep telling me to get out of this house but where do I go and how do I pay? I'm really tired of life. Even the man I loved and wanted to spend my life with lied to me and left me a month before our wedding. I hate everything about this world and how no one cares.
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