A little over a year ago, I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years. Although I still loved him, we were clearly going i different directions and he was beginning to adopt a bad personality and it was impacting my menatl health, so I ended it. I also had a physical condition that didn't allow us to be intimate and it was clearly having a negative effect on our relationship. Within a month, he found a new girlfriend and they are still dating today. Me? I am still single because I am scared to start a new relationship for fear of this physical condition ruining it. Worst of all, I am so not used to being single. The last time I was single, I was in 7th grade, too young to date, so I never really experienced the single world. Now I'm 19 and in 2nd year University with no idea how to enjoy life as a single, but also no hope of being in a relationship. I am so lonely and I don't know how to cope. I usually went straight to my boyfriend about these things, but I don't have that sens of safety anymore. How do I cope without my copig mechanism?
I am recently divorced from my children's father, and I am happy I left but he just makes my life so miserable. He says such mean things and I just cant believe of the person he has become. He has told me I will never find anyone and I am starting to believe it
Dating i still cant get someone I really cared for out of my head. He didn't feel the same way until I broke things off and said he made a mistake. My feelings are that he didn't really love me and kept me around because I was a security for him..