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cant get away from the memories of pain

adriennetellsittruei
adriennetellsittruei
Everywhere I turn I see things that remind me of my child and it hurts because all the memories are of pain, hurt, and distrust. Ive raised this person for most of their life and now I am suppose to somehow continue without this part of me. I know that I wasn't able to give them everything, but what person can to another. I just want to get away from all that hurts and feels uncomfortable, but I have no out and no safe haven, since my safe haven was our shared room for a time. I am not a person who forgets pain and goes on as if it is another page in a book. You're my child, I carried you and gave birth to you. Now that you chose to leave, all that is here is reminders of you and the choice you made. I wish the crying would stop and the pain and memories would just disappear.
lucillegem
lucillegem
I am sorry your struggling...
Sending you warm hugs
Hope you have better days
billwfriend
billwfriend
sorry custody battles are a bitch....hugs bill
johnhascats
johnhascats
I'm sorry you're hurting.. ((((((( hugs ))))))))))))
annettearizona
annettearizona
I'm so sorry for your loss but they say God has plans for each of us and down the road will be your LIFE
lucy0marie
lucy0marie
Anne God doesn't plan everything. People have free will. People saying crap like that is such an excuse.
lucy0marie
lucy0marie
@adrienne, why did they have to remove your son from your custody?
adriennetellsittruei
adriennetellsittruei
The judge decided that there were too many people living in our house and since my son had no privacy for a 12 year old that he gave custody to his father and told me to find new living conditions. My family and I believe there is more to it because my son and I have been managing our privacy for 12 years and my family were in the process of opening up a storage room for more family freedom. This whole time Im under the impression that my son wants to return back home because he tells me and my family that he wants me to fight for him. With everything going on, I managed to get a copy of the motion that was filed for court and i found out that they had requested my son to speak with the judge and that he stated he wanted to live with them. I asked my son if he knew where I went and he told me that he wasnt allowed to talk to me about it. It was then that I knew I was never getting my son back. Even if I make a room for him or not, he's not coming back.
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