My issue: Increasingly jealous of my boyfriend's ex wife...I have been trying, really I truly have to be better. But I flew off the handle a little bit the other day and it has been bothering me ever since. I went to the garage looking for tape, and happened to stumble across a green Corona hat that had pink and tan makeup smeared across the inside hat liner. I knew it had been her hat, and I just lost it. I got a pair of scissors and I must have cut that hat into a thousand pieces. I was sooo mad, and just sick over this stupid hat! Afterwards I shoved it into a pizza box in the trash can so my boyfriend wouldn't see it, and then slinked all over the house just hoping to find something else that was hers...I am not that person! That was not something that I would normally have done! I can't understand how crazy I get when it comes to his ex wife, I have never been this jealous!