Heart Failure Support Group
Heart failure is a condition that can result from any structural or functional cardiac disorder that impairs the ability of the heart to fill with or pump a sufficient amount of blood throughout the body. It is often undiagnosed due to a lack of a universally agreed definition and difficulties in diagnosis, particularly when the condition is considered "mild."
RoboPop
Dear Family, and Friends ~
I wanted to take this opportunity to discuss something that has been bothering me, and I felt needed to be addressed at length, so we may come to an understanding. My condition, specifically congestive heart failure (CHF).
For some reason, society equates looking good to physical well being. Even medical doctors, who know better slip into this trap, and equate appearance with well being. Unfortunately CHF seems to target the worlds beautiful people. While we may look deceptively good, causing others to believe all is well, the fact is we struggle daily with survival. Every day I wake up is a challenge.
Congestive Heart failure, or simply heart failure, is the inability of the heart muscle to pump properly and supply sufficient blood flow to meet the body's needs. Heart failure can cause a large variety of symptoms such as severe loss of energy, chest pain, shortness of breath, coughing, dizziness, confusion, swelling in areas such as the ankles and stomach, and exercise intolerance. This occurs most commonly when the body becomes congested with fluid.
Any physical exertion requires an increase in oxygen supply to organs and tissue to compensate and provide the energy necessary for those activities. Unfortunately with this disease, I struggle for adequate oxygen even with minimal exertion, and often struggle even while resting. What I once did with little thought or effort is now a monumental undertaking for me because of this condition. Physical activity frequently results in my being out of commission for several days afterward.
Shortness of Breath for me isnt the usual sensation one gets after physical exertion, but for me it is a sensation of drowning because fluid builds up. My entire body, organs, tissues, brain all scream for the desperately needed oxygen enriched blood that is being denied to it.
Congestive Heart Failure is debilitating, and gets progressively worse with time. Many of its victims die from this condition. Each day I awake, I live with the knowledge and fear that today may be the day. When I fight this battle and face the worst symptoms, I wonder is this it? But I go on, and try to make the most of the hand Ive been dealt.
Im not looking for sympathy, or to be treated like a baby, to be held and mothered constantly. I just want recognition that, while I naturally look really healthy, I am not. I have some limitations to what I can do physically. It impacts us all, but perhaps by working together, we can all make the most of what I can do, learn to adjust accordingly, and enjoy a modified life to its fullest. Please dont minimize my affliction. It is a serious, chronic condition from which I will not recover.
I wanted to take this opportunity to discuss something that has been bothering me, and I felt needed to be addressed at length, so we may come to an understanding. My condition, specifically congestive heart failure (CHF).
For some reason, society equates looking good to physical well being. Even medical doctors, who know better slip into this trap, and equate appearance with well being. Unfortunately CHF seems to target the worlds beautiful people. While we may look deceptively good, causing others to believe all is well, the fact is we struggle daily with survival. Every day I wake up is a challenge.
Congestive Heart failure, or simply heart failure, is the inability of the heart muscle to pump properly and supply sufficient blood flow to meet the body's needs. Heart failure can cause a large variety of symptoms such as severe loss of energy, chest pain, shortness of breath, coughing, dizziness, confusion, swelling in areas such as the ankles and stomach, and exercise intolerance. This occurs most commonly when the body becomes congested with fluid.
Any physical exertion requires an increase in oxygen supply to organs and tissue to compensate and provide the energy necessary for those activities. Unfortunately with this disease, I struggle for adequate oxygen even with minimal exertion, and often struggle even while resting. What I once did with little thought or effort is now a monumental undertaking for me because of this condition. Physical activity frequently results in my being out of commission for several days afterward.
Shortness of Breath for me isnt the usual sensation one gets after physical exertion, but for me it is a sensation of drowning because fluid builds up. My entire body, organs, tissues, brain all scream for the desperately needed oxygen enriched blood that is being denied to it.
Congestive Heart Failure is debilitating, and gets progressively worse with time. Many of its victims die from this condition. Each day I awake, I live with the knowledge and fear that today may be the day. When I fight this battle and face the worst symptoms, I wonder is this it? But I go on, and try to make the most of the hand Ive been dealt.
Im not looking for sympathy, or to be treated like a baby, to be held and mothered constantly. I just want recognition that, while I naturally look really healthy, I am not. I have some limitations to what I can do physically. It impacts us all, but perhaps by working together, we can all make the most of what I can do, learn to adjust accordingly, and enjoy a modified life to its fullest. Please dont minimize my affliction. It is a serious, chronic condition from which I will not recover.
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Betsy
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The echo is the thing. Did you see a cardiologist in the hospital?
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http://www.thyroid.org/patient-thyroid-information/ct-for-patients/vol-5-issue-9/vol-5-issue-9-p-6-7/
"As expected, the echocardiography studies were abnormal in patients with hypothyroidism as compared to those with normal thyroid function. Echocardiography was also abnormal in the patients with pituitary disease and low T4. Interestingly, echocardiography was also abnormal in 14 of the remaining 25 patients who had normal T4 and TSH levels."
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At present if it doesn't make me feel better i am quickly getting to the point of being too tired to continue on. I am just plain ole tired and worn out at age 52. I want to work on my farm but can't and its depressing to not be able to go out and do things with my critters and garden and plant my garlic crop to sell, and all the things i love and want to do.
At any rate I do understand and empathize with you.
that is because we spend (well I know I do - nearly every day at work) lots of time trying to get through to others that the 'outside' does not equal the 'inside'. It is such a hard concept....you look good, you must be better....
I hate the pity looks, the disbelieving looks, the confused - 'well aint I dumb' looks, and the 'you are an idiot' looks that I get when I say that 'my outside does not match my inside'.
I did read your letter....modified to my less critical stage, to a family member and they really understood for the first time I think what an odd but so debilitating condition this is.
I am glad you put pen to paper and that when I need it I know I can find an explanation of HF that epitomises how it presents to the world.
cheers
Leanne