I have never been lucky with love my entire life. i spent 6 years in love with a guy who was mean, cheated, lied... and i finally managed to stay away from him in march 2014.

earlier this year i met someone else at work. he showed interested in me, we used to talk a lot and text. we used to work together. at first i didn't really want to have anything, because we worked together, and because i didn't trust men at all, but i finally gave up.

like 3 weeks after we met he asked me to be his girlfriend. i was a bit shocked because we barely knew each other, but i just thought hey i never get to land a boyfriend anyway, so i thought i would give him a chance.

the first month was okay. he was caring, did nice things for me, gave me a lot of attention, tried to please me, and i eventually fell in love with him.

we have been together 6 months now, nearly 7. and things totally changed. he is constantly at my place. he tried several times to make me move in with him and his mom and i refused. i need my own space. hell, i feel trapped at home with my own family, imagine living in his mom's place.

but anyway, he is always here. like he comes and goes whenever he wants. the place we worked at closed, i got unemployed and he was lucky to get a job. so, according to him, i cannot go out when he is at work cause it is disrespectful. like going to the beach for a couple of hours, he yells at me and makes me feel like i'm doing things wrong.

intimacy is worse. he is selfish. he usually approaches me for sex when he wants, but hardly kisses me or anything. just does his part until he is done and does not care to ask if i liked, or anything.

this man sleeps at my place, eats here, watches tv, i normally stay awake until 2-3 am that is when he comes home, to give him dinner. he is not capable to give me a kiss, a single little gesture of affection. last night, after ignoring me for days, he comes home, didn't even kiss me or anything, and hasn't for a week, and comes up with "are you gonna suck on it or not?" ... i was shocked and got offended. then he laughed and said he was joking, we went to bed, he told me "hey i have a hard on"... i ignored it, so he rolled over and slept. this morning, he left for work without saying anything, just left... and had the nerve to text me at noon to ask me to bring his lunch LOL when i have to take at least 2 buses to get there..

i was pissed and refused. then he started to verbally abuse me again. he normally does this. when things don't go his way, he yells at me, goes fast with the car when he is driving, throws things.

he never laid a hand on me, but he verbally abuses me. and i once had to get in between him and his mom or i thought he was going to beat her.. so if he can beat her, it's a matter of time until it turns to me..

i want to leave him but i am scared. scared of what he might do. when we fight he threathens to leave, and i'm like go ahead, hoping he will, but usually next day he is back, with sweet talks and pretending like nothing happened.

help! any suggestions on what i should do?