I try to see each day as a sunny one but when my hubby comes home the black clouds hits I didn't do enough house work thats what it boils down to. all last night and today my lower back was killing me I couldn't go to the store he is pissed cause he needed the mushrooms of course he couldn't do it cause he is drunk he knew all this before he started drinking God forbid he goes shopping. I didn't sit on my ass all day I did a load of laundry and put the dirty dishes in the dish washer. He says this is just another excuse to sit on my ass and watch TV and don't forget I slept until noon. Im hoping my doc writes that letter to my husband give me a month supply of percocet. Im going to go crazy whatever he wants done gets done I will push myself overboard and when he has to pay for ER visits maybe he will relize then cause you involve money he pays attention.Im sorry I unloaded on you all I can't sleep Im being pulled in so many directions its hard to know where to start. I give the man credit cause he just spent over 300.00 to get me new glasses. But nothing has changed with my medical stuff I can't walk around the block with out this pain. doing dishes is the worse.I try to strech that area everyday I have no clue of the problem except I saw something on that Doctors show they can put spacers in your spine maybe thats what I need its new so I prey my Docs do the surgery Well I bored ya enough
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