Please don't give up. Others can give up on you but please don't give up on yourself. If the people there will not help you then please look for someplace else to go. You CAN heal providing you go back to the root cause and heal it. Healing an ED takes time and lots of patience. If you have not found the root cause then please keep fighting to find it - it's there somewhere. And when you do find it please find a therapist to help you heal it. I know it's excruciatingly difficult work - but it really is worth it. ((hugs))

I believe in you. I am absolutely confident in you. And I know I'm not the only one who does.
You may be tempted to give up, but you're not giving up and you're fighting and it's amazing. You posting here is evidence of that. You are not going through this alone, even if it feels so strongly that you are. I am so sorry for your pain. You deserve healing and it will take time. I am here for support.
Hugs

don't give up, never give up. I ave been in your same position, being taken to the hospital wanting to give up because i think it is the only way out. But, its not there are so many better thing out there, don't focus on your eating habits and focus on what makes your happy. focus on what can get you through a day. As far as eating goes try not to focus on calories try to focus on healthy vs non healthy foods. You will get through this stay string and don't give up