i once had a dream where i had sex with britney spears..........

EWWWW! I like this post too. Cracks me up every day!

Uh, the things i hide are generally really bad.

Um... one really silly weird embaressing one which i feel stupid saying but wont get me in trouble...
I judge people by the smell of their farts.
Makes me feel like a dog, when they go and sniff each others bums, but its just a weird habit.
It's an embaressing, annoying personal trait and i don't like it.

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Well. I tend to agree that you can tell a LOT about a person's character by thier odere de peu!

When i was a kid (5ish i guess) i had a little baby crush on my friends friend... i found out a few hours later that she was a girl and i felt really confused about liking a girl when i had thought it was a boy... didn't stop me from being attracted to her though!

When i was a pre-teen (from 8 till i was 13) i wanted older men to touch me or rape me, just to feel like i was wanted.
I used to walk about the pools staring at the life guards, imagining if they followed me into the bathroom.

I had a split second memory of a guy running his hand down my leg, and i don't even know if it's true or not.

I'm sexually violent and like to dominate.

Once, i lay in bed with my bf fantasizing about strangling him while he slept.

Sometimes i want to kill myself, not to die but to wake up from this dream that i'm sure i'm living.

I hate my sister for being prettier then me, and every time that i hear i'm skinnier then her, i get a massive rush of happiness and a feeling of power.

I still enjoy when older men take interest in me, even though i've been with my boyfriend for 3 years.

I cut myself, sometimes, just to punish myself for thinking inapropriately.
I used to want to kill myself because of them.
I felt like a monster...
But i don't have them so much anymore.

When i was a kid, i lit a match in my neighbours house bus while playing with my friends to scare away an annoying boy.
He ran away and told their mum and she came out and told me off for playing with fire.
I felt horribly embaressed and ashamed and hated myself so much and i still do.
I felt like i was posessed at the time, i just wanted to scare him, to frighten him, to hurt him.
I hated that feeling but i still get it sometimes.

... Sorry.
This is getting too long.

Last one.

I get a buzz from talking about myself.
I'm as self centred as you can get, and i loath myself for it accordingly.

Cant stop.

I once overheard my sister giving her husband a blow job, i wanted to vomit.
I felt so disgusting that i decided i was going to jump off of a near by building the next day.

... Obviously i didn't.

I kissed my brother when i was 5 and i've hated myself for incestuous thoughts.
I used to want to kill myself over it.

I used to get books out from the library with dark covers, just so people wouldn't think i was a childish girly girl.

I once put moisturiser on my friends back and had the impulse to lick her neck, left me feeling confused for the rest of the day.

I edit photos of myself, so it looks like i have a twin.
Just so that i can feel like i'm not so alone.
Just so, for the hour or two that i spend making them, i feel like i actually have a friend.

I don't care about other people anymore.
I gave up.
I don't care about people anymore.
I figure, everything is how it is meant to be...
Including misery and cruelty.

I used to emotionally (and sometimes physically) abuse my foster siblings because i felt intimidated by them.
By acting superior i hoped it would make me feel safe in my family dynamic...
But it only made me feel worse.

I still can't fart in front of my bf after 3 years unless i'm under a blanket.

I write everything in a specific manner to try and make it sound like a story or like i'm someone off tv, so i'll get more attention and pity.

I used to have a crush on my friends brother (he is 10 years older then me).

I ... am wiped out.
Can't remember the others i was going to list.

Are you repulsed by me now?

repulsed by u? haha im the one who had the sex dream about britney spears!

Lol i don't think havng a sex dream about Britney Spears is that bad...

Though i have to ask, was she balled in your dream?

no this was a yr or two b4 her whole bad girl druggy bald eloping stints....

Thats not too bad then.

she IS a pretty woman...but shes a WOMAN

Dreaming about women isn't weird or wrong, or gross.
Its just a representation of the fact that you are probably sexually bored...

If you are not gay, then dreaming about girl on girl or man on man sex is just about sexual expression and feeling repressed.

Once when i was mad at a friend for putting my business out,i posted a nasty bulletin on my space then invited her to my page.I knew she would bite the bait.Needless to say we are no longer friends.I was a meanie,and shouldn't have done that,hehe.

i love to gossip.....alot

if i was planning on eating something...and i drop it on the floor...i eat it anyways...