Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Then I took an acupuncture course for my insomnia. My depression lifted, just disappeared, but only for about 2 weeks. Continuing acupuncture never again relieved it. However seeing again what it felt like to not be in hell, I then spoke to my doctor and finally embarked on my road to recovery.
I was DX'd with social anxiety in around 2001 or so....I was almost to the point of being agoraphobic. I was medicated for that and things bettered.
At the end of Nov 2007 I was put in the nuthouse for an OD and it was there I was DX'd with Major Depression and again with anxiety.
The actual diagnosis came when I was 17 and taken to the shrink after my parents found a letter written to my best friend telling her about the sexual abuse I was enduring at the hands of my brother.
Diagnoses continued to mount as I continued to deteriorate through drug and alcohol addiction and an eating disorder. I was diagnosed with Borderline as a teenager and then it was changed to Bi-polar with Borderline affects, as an adult. Also of course have PTSD that was rediagnosed after my son passed away and the ED, anorexia with bulimic tendencies, that seems to never go away for very long. Somewhere in there with all the hospitalizations dysthymia became a permanent part of my chart as well.
two weeks later, I passed a board of review, and they pronounced me "cured". I was a walking basket of Freudian Delight, but they lock you up for ACTING crazy, not BEING crazy. Got the ptsd taken care of last year, been pretty well since then. Still take two meds; don't know if they even work anymore, but no side effects, so I take them like a good patient. Good luck with the cutting thing. That is one of the tough ones, all right. You ought to take a look at the Ur Not Alone teen support site. But you are doing great in here with us codgers and old fogeys! No huggs. Just a grin!