My depression is genetic. No matter what I do I will be sad. I have to get massages to feel good for a while.

Hey, @girlinneed!
This is absolutely normal, don't despair.
Are you writing a journal? I find through writing in mine and checking it later that I have actually made huge progress, even on days when it does not feel like it at all (e.g. today). Checking my old posts here also helps, so you could use this forum in combination with a journal to keep track of your progress. I think it can help you a lot. It's helping me. Often my old entries look absolutely pathetic and even laughable to myself, even when I am still sad. This is not to say that you should think anything you say or do right now is laughable or pathetic; at the time you feel it, it is right, but you will feel better! And your journal will reflect it.
One thing on the journal that I thought would be useless but I've actually found helpful is a gratitude list (just 5 positive things that happened or exerted their influence during the day, better still if you directly or indirectly made them happen). I write it at the very end of the daily entry just before I go to sleep, and it feels foolish but positive.
Write about all of those positive things on the good days, even if you feel empty and in pain while you're doing them or afterwards.
Also, please do stay out there, all that positivity is having an effect on you even if it doesn't quite feel like it at times.
And here's a cyber-hug to put on your gratitude list just in case you need a fifth one (I'm sure you won't). You will be fine! =)
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Depression is tricky like that. Have you talked to anyone about it? If these feelings keep up for awhile, its important to get evaluated by a professional, if you havent already. In the meantime check out some Cbt and Dbt materials that can help as tools.

I , as the others do, understand where you are coming from. I'm struggling with the same feelings. But I am surrounded with my family. Maybe get surrounded by family be it blood or non blood

Talking about it and keeping a journal are great ideas. Sometimes we just cannot do it on our own. If you continue to feel this way, consider seeing a professional like a psychiatrist who can make a diagnosis. The doctor may or may not recommend medication and or talk therapy. The therapist can help determine the underlying cause of the depression and help you work through it. Continue to talk to us on this site. Everyone here is willing to listen and help. Feel free to message me.

Thanks everyone. I know why I am depressed and I can't do anything about it. I can't control others thoughts. I find it hard to handle it when others make me feel bad. As for journals I find it difficult to keep up with things like that. I'm not too good at consistency.

Hello, I understand. You can feel happy. Happiness is a choice. Make a decision to be happy no matter what. Praying for you.