Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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unbearable pain

Cindy264
Cindy264
It never stops. Im trying to numb it but cant find anything. Bang, bang. I put my finger gun to my head over and over. That is only way to stop. Only comfort is to end it. I am shit just like my mother. It feels good to jump off building. I can float away.
serenityspeaks
serenityspeaks
I am sorry you feel this way. But we are worth something. I know I have more moments like this than I care to admit feeling like this. Sending hugs
Diane-M
Diane-M
Cindy honey...you are not shit. Nope. That is the depression talking. Big hugs
Cindy264
Cindy264
Depression doesnt talk. Im shit. I have nothing. I deserve nothing. I am a murderer. Murderers should be dead.
Community LeaderThePepperMan
ThePepperMan
Referring to depression talking is just a metaphor that many of us use. My preferred one is to refer to depression as daemons. (Not sure why I like that spelling, I just do.)

Your second to the last sentence is a huge indicator. Why do you call yourself a murderer?
Cindy264
Cindy264
A murderer is a person who has killed. They should not be alive. Since i have killed i should be dead. No one will ever convince me otherwise.

I dont believe depression is a disease. Ask my victims i deserve to be dead. I was born a piece of shit just like my mama.
gramybear
gramybear
Whoa whoa whoa!!! Good lady. There is nothing, and I mean nothing that you have done which can't be forgiven. How long are you going to punish yourself for whatever you have done to someone else or even yourself for that matter? Do you have ANYONE that you can or have talked to about this? You are not a piece of crap or anywhere near such a harsh word. If you want to talk, I am more than willing to listen and try to help. Just send me a pmessage and I will get back to you asap. I was told by a Pastor that I did kill someone but I have been forgiven. Not something I want to just share outwardly here, I only did so in my journal but I would really like to talk with you. I want to help if I can. Many hugs Gramybear
Cindy264
Cindy264
Murders should be dead. Those people which they could be alive today. There isnt one therapist who could try to convince me otherwise.
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