Recently I don't get any satisfaction from living to the point of waking up thinking not again. It's like all of my avenues have been exhausted.
There are times I think about ending it all with different scenarios. Pretty bad thinking but feel abandoned.
I see why in life you make it or not in life. I'm just excisting day by day the same old depression and fed up of life.
Why an earth was I born for to endure this hell.
Pretty in dispair to the point of not wanting to get out of bed yet this morning. There is no point at all.
Everything is pointless. :(
I just can't seem to do anything right. I can't find a job. The only way I really get money is from my Birthday and Christmas. I'm trying to fix my credit but can't afford the $200 deposit. Nothing seems to work put for me. When I was younger I'd ask for advice on getting a job. I know that the people were giving me good advice but It never worked out. I asked myself what was/Is wrong with me. I...
I've been going through treatment for a few years now -- medications, therapy, hospitalization, and whatnot. Things have only gotten worse and I feel like my life isn't mine. I have no interests, I spend my days crying or sitting alone, etc. I feel that even if I did live to get better, I'm not sure I wish to come back to that -- I don't see a future for myself, have no goals, interests, etc. and...