Recently I don't get any satisfaction from living to the point of waking up thinking not again. It's like all of my avenues have been exhausted.
There are times I think about ending it all with different scenarios. Pretty bad thinking but feel abandoned.
I see why in life you make it or not in life. I'm just excisting day by day the same old depression and fed up of life.
Why an earth was I born for to endure this hell.
Pretty in dispair to the point of not wanting to get out of bed yet this morning. There is no point at all.
Everything is pointless. :(
New to group.felt hopeless and it scared me.I need some support.i cannot keep going around looking like I am fine and hiding my feelings.Ivcannot tell others around me where I am at.Not the right people.I have texted with a couple friends.But I need more support.I hope I cana get some through this group.Depression can take over my thoughts and I see my situation and world as a negative...
Today, I tried to tell myself that things were going to be better, and I wasn't going to let all y insecurities take over. The beginning of the day started out okay, and then I had a test today in one of y classes, and all of sudden y depression was back and taking over. I didn't want to talk to anyone, but I continued to smile and tell myself that I was okay. A way for me to relieve my stress is...