Recently I don't get any satisfaction from living to the point of waking up thinking not again. It's like all of my avenues have been exhausted.
There are times I think about ending it all with different scenarios. Pretty bad thinking but feel abandoned.
I see why in life you make it or not in life. I'm just excisting day by day the same old depression and fed up of life.
Why an earth was I born for to endure this hell.
Pretty in dispair to the point of not wanting to get out of bed yet this morning. There is no point at all.
Everything is pointless. :(
I’m new. Is there a specific way to introduce myself? Do I just dive in and lay it all out there?
Just when you think things cannot get worse. They do. :( An unexected circumstance to do with my bfs behaviour. He treats me very bad and is emotionaly abussive. Well after I spoke to him about it he told me to move out.... How easy it was for him to do this.It shows how little I meant to him. :(The recovery part will be challenging.