I'm in so much pain, emotionally. I can't seem to shake it off.
I miss my son. I miss my life before my mental break down...
My sons living with his father now...an evil man who won't let me take him for a weekend... I have been getting help for 5 months but no, he still won't let me take our son who is 13.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so lost without my son... He lived with me for 13 years.. we share a very close bond.. Now I feel helpless and hopeless because I can only see him supervised (according to his father.)
Anyone gone thru this? I can't stop this pain
tYou may have to scroll down a bit to see all of it. I tried to make it small but still big enough to see. The cruise ships clear out at night and then there are activities in Mallory Square in the evenings. The Gulf of Mexico is BEAUTIFUL. Atlantic Ocean not so much. Depression uhmm what's that thank God it is looking up.
at least once a week I dream that I am stuck on the psych unit. Had one of those last night and not only was I on the psych floor but I was refusing to eat and they forcibly gave me a feeding tube but through my arm. Tell me I’m not the only one who has these dreams? I also have been dreaming about my psychiatrist a lot lately. Strange. But better than the nightmares I get about when I used to...