I’m so sorry. Words fail me.
But what I can say is, it’s says a lot about you that you’ve made it this far. And I also want you to know that although you might feel unloved you aren’t- we care about you. I know I do for one, for sure. I wanted to die once. Well, many times, I know that feeling. The reason I’m still here is my faith.
It’s so hard. Please don’t give up, though,
If you need help urgently please contact a helpline (http://www.nowmattersnow.org/help-line) or go to the hospital. If you aren’t taking medication or doing therapy I highly recommend looking for healthcare providers who can make that happen. Meds have really helped me with the suicidal urges. I hope it’s okay, I prayed for you <3

I get it. I am too but if you do..thats letting them win. Its about you. Take a deep breath....talk to us and realize you arent alone

But I am alone, I held 3 cousins die in my arms and seen my girl pregnant with my kids being carried out of my house in a body bad in the past two years, I have no courage to keep going :'(

We are here for you in this. I can’t say how it is to go through all that; I have absolutely no idea. I’m sure it’s terrible, more than words can say. Please please don’t give up, you are SO valuable and it would be such a tragedy if anything happened to you.

This is grief but if you top yourself you add the burden if your dearh onto already burdened family. If you can't hack this now, how will they hack it? What would happen if there was an afterlife and you had to watch the ones you love kill themselves because they couldn't take the loss of you?

Go to the hospital and beg for help. If they take you in as a patient you will have somewhere to stay. You are dealing with severe grief. You need some help.

Please don’t consider suicide. Life can get better. You are still young. We care. Keep posting as much as you need. You aren’t alone.

It is hard to find friends closer than family members. Try to join a church group. Do you still have money? Go to orgainzations that help people for free. They can give you free resources. They are : Brighlove.org and American hope resources.

I am so sorry you are going through this. I can feel the frustration in your words. If you are truly feeling like you are going to hurt yourself, please call 911 or go to the nearest ER. Seriously. There are people out there who want to help you get through this very tough time in your life. Have you considered talking to a pastor or a counselor? Someone like that who is trained in helping people with depression might be able to help you too. If you don't belong to a church, a local christian community or fellowship type church would be a great place to find caring people who very much want to help you. I am praying for peace in your heart and for the strength for you to persevere.

how are you doing? are you doing any better. Have been praying for you. I just had a family member commit suicide 2 months almost 3 and i will tell you being a teenager and in high school it is hard to deal with the loss the memories and triggers go through your head a lot and you can't really talk to anyone. I am here if you want to talk I can talk about it more if you message me. it is very important to me that i can help people get though what they are going though it would be hard on your family if you were to commit suicide. You are not alone. I know this is hard but keep on fighting I know it is hard because I have the same problem but we have to keep on fighting.

Sorry for the grammar errors I was crying because of a trigger.