Hey. I know me being over a keyboard and not knowing you personally doesn't do much... But I get it. I promise I do. It's honestly tough. I just want you to know that you do matter. You may not believe that, but I guarantee if you were to tell a close person to you that you feel this way you'd feel so validated. And you may believe that you don't have anyone close to you, that's just not true. There's someone in your life who would be so affected by you leaving this world. Don't for a second think you don't matter or that your life is horrible. It's not. "For every dark night there's a brighter day" and that's so true... Just keep fighting those demons. You're already braver and stronger than you could have imagined just by posting on this site.

I'm trying to get better but I can not seem the motivation in myself. And trust me, I literally have no friends. Only my girl and she's gonna leave me soon.

I know how hard it is to find motivation - I was very sick with depression and some mania for about 6 or 7 years before I found the right pdoc and the right meds.
Then life just got better. I appreciate it all the more maybe for the misery of those years. Keep trying and keep coming back here. It helps. What sort of music do you like/love? youtubing the right music can help. worth a try. good health and happiness to you xxx

Hey. You have had a girl. That's a good start.

Tomorrow is always another day. losing everything is very good for you, most of us have done it once or more times. It's clarifying. You wake up relieved. Lightened. You can now do anything. The future is wide open. You are free.

It's the beginning of a new thing, not the ending of the old. So have faith in human nature and in yourself, to naturally right yourself when the time comes.

And do. Find yourself. :)

Hey, Suicide1. I know you don't know me, but I love you. I care for you, and I would miss you if you left me, being a new friend and all. Please don't go. You're one of the only friends I have that truly understands how I'm feeling.

I'm still feeling this way but probably worse. The only reason I'm still alive is because I fail at trying to die. But thanks everybody.

I feel your pain! Nothing is worth dying over, believe me, I know only too well. Try to find a reason to live. Not for someone else, but for YOURSELF!
I hope if you're on meds that you're taking them. When I'm off meds I get very depressed and sometimes suicidal. Then, I remember all the ones that love me and how much it would devastate them. Please, please get some help now. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

i feel the same way-- im expecting and i have so much on my plate.. feels like my husband does not care or support me.. Including my feelings.. these feelings suck- rejection hurts. i need a hug and love and support. im crying while typing this. im new to this site and i have no friend currently.

Something I have done which helps is this: get pencil and paper, draw your hand withiut any words going through your head. You can look at the paper or not. When you have words come up let them go. Draw until you want to draw then draw some more. I dont kniw why it helps me soi much but does .
I have too many responsibulities to do away with myself but if i die tonite it would be ok.
I dont know why some of us are like exposed.nerves and others arent.
Peace to you.

Ok im going to say that its not always good to lose everything. In a way that can make things worse.i kick myself for how good my life was back in 06, i had everything and i threw it away due to my dad. Its made me worse. I agree that you have to find a reason to live, what do you like to do? Find your dream or purpose and believe me its not to be six feet under. If i can fight for 25 or more years i have faith in you. Im here

I learned something this week and it might help, we get rejected cuz we reject ourselves. We don't like ourselves so therefore thats what we get in return. We all deserve to find love and happiness. My eyes have been opened this week

You are so young. Please have hope and understand that the world can be a very harsh place. Anyone who makes fun of you because of a stutter or anything else must have major issues....who would be so cruel. Believe from an older women who has struggled all of my life, you are precious and will find yourself in the future. Sending love and prayers

I'm sorry you are feeling alone if you just want to talk it out Im here

I feel I have been abandoned by life. Many many reasons and on my own to find help. Hard to do that when you are so overwhelmed. I never thought I had this feeling of wanting to die inside me. I can't shake and afraid it will escalate. I'm scared if I call someone they will lock me up. Suicidal thoughts make us feel trapped. I sincerely empathize with you.

Thank you guys, I'll message all of you