It is so strange, my friend passed in January and it's still on my mind sort of. I had the strangest dream about her.  I was living in my old apartment and I called her to come and pick me up.  I told her, "I had a friend that died and our other friend wanted me to pick up the ashes.  Please come pick me up and help me get the ashes to her parents...they are in my closet and I should not be holding onto them."

She picked me up and we started driving through my city and it was oddly real...I said 'could you please put your seat up, I'm cramped." So she did. And then she kept telling me "No, don't deliver the ashes to her parents, and not to her sister." I could not understand why. She was telling me that the world has been cursed since the beginning, and was trying to comfort me. Suddenly, she was with me in Europe on the vacation that I went on earlier this year, we were hiking like we used to. I said, "Please, let's get back, I have to be at work tomorrow!" She was going to leave and I said, "nice seeing you, next time I will see you in another dimension."

It was so strange, I woke up and realized that I wasn't talking about another friend, but her, and remembered once I was awake that she was the one who had died.  I don't think she was cremated, but buried. It was so strange, I had forgotten in the dream that she had died, and thought I was talking to her about someone else. Her birthday was earlier this week.

I really wish we had had the memorial for her in March-but no one ever followed through. Instead, our friend group broke completely up.  I'm mostly over it now, but sometimes I dream about people who have recently passed and it just seems so real.