I've been feeling out of energy for a while now. I lack the energy to do even the smallest of things. Things that I used to enjoy before now seem so difficult to do. Sometimes it gets to the point where it's paralyzing. A few months ago I woke up and was paralyzed and couldn't get to work. I have no idea what to do. I feel like this is going to destroy me. I've never had suicidal thoughts, but this feeling of emptiness, tiredness, guilt and low self-worth is like a poison that eventually will fully dominate me and turn me into dust.
I have very vivid dreams. So real that it could actually be happening. I had a great one last night. I was almost there in that place and time. It was glorious. Do meds cause vivid dreams? Do you have such clear dreams?
do you read books about bipolar or mental illness? Do you look for or just find and read articles about bipolar? Please think of and share a book or article you enjoyed that relates to bipolar disorder