Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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My messed up life

anoymoose
anoymoose

hi ive joinded this group because i dont want to ask for help myself. My parents have always been obsessed with me and my mental health from a very young age when i was a kid i had a ton of friends but someone triggered me and i became scared and i did strange things so my parents took me to a psycologist over again and again to try and make me normal and it did the ooposite affect i isolated myself thinking that i was strange and a alien unlike everyone else  i kept seeing psycologists all my childhood and through my teens  and as they outcasted me more and more the doctors tried to diaganose me with several unfitting diagonises which were invalid i began acting out this was like pure torture to me to go throught thousands of hours of being told your not normal and trusting doctors that backstabbed me into where i am now my family and or i have moved several times i have been sent to treatments or boarding schools and i have no friends or skills because of what i had to go through instead of having a normal life and having fun i need to learn what my parents and skills actually work and not some cheap therapist advice i embarrase myself in most situations and always a lone wolfi wish i know the lessons i should have known by now i am now in my teens and still have to go through this same pattern

Rockport
Rockport
Look on the bright side it could always be so much worse.
Community LeaderWanderingVet
WanderingVet
hi there. I am glad you have posted. I am thinking you may have behavioral problems or you MAY NOT!!! How would I know???

>>when i was a kid i had a ton of friends but someone triggered me and i became scared and i did strange things

Seems that you think that is when 'it' all started. Soooo, in order to help you, we would need more details. You are going to have to clarify that to us.

You will NOT be judged. We don't do that here. We try very hard to be helpful.

Explain that a bit, and we will see what we can do for you.
StarBrightGal
StarBrightGal
It was bad, but it doesn’t have to be anymore. What activities would you like to participate in? Maybe you could write a book on your dream life. Do you read? Reading helps me through bad times and so does music, but don’t listen to sad music please.
peterthegreat
peterthegreat
I know some people went to therapist but feels worst. I had a fight with my psycholoist. She wants to say the worst things that make me feels bad for a long time. Therapist are not gods. You are not alone.
fredrica
fredrica
I am so sorry that you are having such a tough time. You are so very young to give up on improving your situation and your mental health. You indicate that something happened in your past friendships and this has impacted your present situation. Although, you feel that therapy has not worked for you, I encourage you to try it again. Perhaps it was not the right therapist. Perhaps you were only able to go so far because of your age and perhaps now that you are older, you can continue to journey of being healed and restored at a higher level. It may help you process that past friendship and how it impacts the choices that you make now. It may give you a different frame and find encourage and support to turn things around. In order for therapy to be effective, you must be invested in the process and believe that it will help. I pray that you will have the faith to persevere and continue your journey.
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