We have been real slow at work and my son, that I work for laid me off for a week. I go back Tuesday.. My fiance hasnt talked to me for the whole week and even went out Friday night somewhere until 2am.. He doesnt try to help me through my sadness and pain and I am sure when he gets home today he is going to ask me to go home..

I feel like my whole world is crashing in.. Im not good alone and I have so many things here to move with me that it would take months to get it into several storages.. Im in a bad place and to tell ya the truth, I could use some hugs.. Thanks alot to all my friends.. You are the only thing that keeps me going. Peace to you all and many hugs.. Y'Vonne the dancing bear..