I'm sorry you're feeling so down. Did something happen to make you feel this way? ((hugs))

you know when its so much stuff that you cant even start

afew things happened but not a lot but all of it together is just to much its like one more thing and im a gonner

how the hell did i end up here

its killing me

Sometimes it does feel like things just happen all at once. I'm sorry it's been such a diffcult night.

2 days now
im feeling so ill from it
wanted to get ran over so i could go to hospital away from all this.
ive had problems for a long time but this is the worst in 10 years

Are you by yourself at home? If so could you have someone come and stay with you? Did something happen 2 days ago?

im at home but things didnt go well i told everyone in the house to f ck themselfs and locked myself in my room
that was 7 hours ago
before that i drove away till i calmed down and sat for 2 hours at the road side
thinking how i am traped
by getting to this point in my life and its never been right ever.shocked how many times i have thought about killing myself today.
yesterday was bad and hoped today would be ok today but its worse.
extra work pressuer on top of my my totaly colapsled personal life has just gone to far so much changing in to small a time and also i look back and its crap all the way back to when i can remeber its been stit all the way to here and no one can fix it and no one can ever say something to fix it
so why the hell did i end up posting here

i have no friends to save me

its not like that
you come in alone you go out alone

I am sorry about your problem(s), but what is making you fell this way?

if i say everything the therapist will say not everything
i dont know
imy head i say the same thing

its been shit since i was 6
maybe it has been
i got really fucked up at 6
so what but
right now its all going wrong not then

i get used alot
i try alot
i do my best
and i just cant cope with life

i guess i dont have big problems

my worste enamy is myself
people who know me would give you a big list of whats wrong with me

i cant do that

because imsoisolated i tend to get rid of people around me

to gain back some control

so do you want to be left alone?

no i am forced alone

and in many ways i cant see how anyone can ever be anything but alone
were born as a single item

Yeah,.. WE were born as a single item,... to a society,... starting with Mother, and in most cases then Father, then brothers and sisters, then friends, then associates, then the rest of our society, then the rest of the world. You are not alone. You were not born alone. There are thousands of people who care about you, .. a LOT. More than that actually. We hold out a hand to you, .. take it.

Yea WanderingVet. I absolutely agree with you. alantm you are not alone. It's your choice. I'm thinking you don't really want to be or you wouldn't be on this site. Take the hands that are reaching out to you We really DO all CARE about what happens to you and what is eating at you. I hope that you have peace of mind soon. Please contact me if I can do anything. Take care.