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I was ok

bbarton6161
bbarton6161
Falling back down I feel it coming and don't think I will survive it again! I thought med changes were really helping but I am afraid not. I am fully prepared to put a stop to this shit this time.
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
i just want it all to stop
mginmn
mginmn
I am so sorry you feel so much pain. I have felt like totally giving up many times because the pain feels unbearable. However I am always glad that I did not do it. The worst passes over, and sometimes I even feel happy.

Please get help immediately. You can go to any hospital and check yourself in. You WILL be glad you did. Maybe not today, but next week or sometime soon you will have a day that you were glad to be alive to live.

I will pray for you.
dobb5622
dobb5622
Please hang in there. Wanting to end it all is not the answer and I know that most of us have felt that way many time before. We are all here if you need to chat or just vent.
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
It is all bad
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
House locked down all my phones off
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
Going to keep typing 1st time I try thisfrom here
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
God please helpme
IsJusMe
IsJusMe
barton.... let Him help ... He will you just have to allow it...
its hard to let go of "control" ...
hard to breath when feeling this much pain feels...
justified even right in this crazy world!!
but when you do let go ... give the worry to Him...
He will give peace where it makes no sense...
~hugs~
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
2 days no sleep am so tired but I can only pace constantly I must be crazy
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
I am posting only to vent. Am trying this to see if it helps. I am not really expecting or asking for anyone to reply to this thread. I cannot talk to anybody face to face when I am where I am right now. Was told by doc I needed to reach out when in the dark place this best I can do right now it does feel good to at least communicate even in this small way
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
still here
1is2many
1is2many
You have ppl that are here. I too have been in some dark places. I luckily didn't flinch when I had the hammer cocked and barrel in my mouth. Can you help me to understand what's going on in ur life. I found that a small dose of lex apro helped me stabilize.

You are not alone

1is2
feeshee
feeshee
I understand how you feel. When I feel this desperate and I think there's no way I'll make it.....I get through by going on line to see how others get through it. Journaling also helps.....just get it all out on paper. My pets help me too. I couldn't leave them alone. Hope you feel better real soon.
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
I am using this support group as a life line. It is new for me to leave even this line of communication open. I think I am past the worst phase of this last round. No one who hasn't been here can even begin to understand how terrible this is. If I seek help they will just lock me up again
bbarton6161
bbarton6161
I am not an animal i am a human being!May not be as good as everyone else but sill have feelings
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