maybe you could say sorry to your mom?
it doesn't take away the fact that you were completely out-of-line and in the wrong, but at least it shows you're capable of feeling remorse.
maybe your friend is afraid of that anger. i despise violence of any kind, and i sure would be worried about hanging out with you.

i'm sorry you're struggling. i wish you healing and peace.

Mental illness is no excuse really... Ask Dr. Phil.... he will tell you that it is no reason for anger and meaness... *let me put some verbs in my sentence* roflmao

"she's not in complete control of her emotions and reactions."

Maybe not COMPLETE control.... I don't think any of us are. But I know one thing.... I'd send myself to inpatient if I was so out of control I was being violent and abusive to people.

(((((((Tabby)))))))

My friend called my mom a moron Last the last time that i heard from her. Shes mad at my mom not me But maybe I should just forget about her and move on Its really hard though But My anger is worse when I am around her I have not hit my mom since I have not been able to be around her. . So maybe she is a bad influence on me. She has a lot of issues as well

im sorry that you feel this way, i havent seen my best friend in almost 2 years and i hate christmas as well. sometimes i feel like i have nobody, but we have to learn to make the best of our situation. is there a way that maybe you two can skype or video chat on christmas? you may not psychially be with eachother but it could be an alternative to spending time with one another.
i hope that things get better for you, sometimes it just takes time. good luck.

I hate my mom she is a total asshole She has runied my life I hope she will be happy when I am dead

I am about to beat the shit out of my mom shes caused me nothing but heartache

Santa Claus is watching you!

LMAO!!

*I am about to beat the shit out of my mom shes caused me nothing but heartache*


Enjoy prison.

I am trying to find reasons to enjoy Christmas but Every-time I look at my Facebook my friends are getting to do fun holiday things I can't do anything Because I am under gaudian ship My parents control everything Thats why I am so angry I just want to spend Christmas with my friend Just this year I have told my mom this and she won't listen to me.

Wow Tabby, I didn't realize that you have so many difficulties. I feel bad for what you and your mom are going through. Please if you are not already, get connected with a therapist to help you sort all of this out. I don't know if you are christian but God is always there!!!

Yes I am going to go talk to someone soon about how I am feeling I need help

I don't really celebrate Xmas. I am Jewish. For years I've gotten into the spirit by helping my friends decorate their trees, giving gifts. But over the past two or three years I just have the feeling that I wish I could escape from the holidays.

I just wish they would go away. There are few things I am looking forward to. I'm going to do what I did last year and try to make the best of it. I did enjoy a community holiday get together on Tues and my neighbors are having an open house on Sat showing of Lego stuff (they love lego)