Hugs I get that so much. I am not much but I'm here for u. Hugs.

Awww I am sorry. Sending hugs your way. I have times like this and often just need a friend. Hoping you feel better.

Sending you hugs. I get that way too. i'm here for you.

I hope things improve for you. I know what you mean about the sounding like a broken record...I have the same worries every time I get depressed/anxious. If you need someone to sound off to, I am here for you!

It's really tough, I find I could go and see people but I am too depressed to do it. I have been hiding away from years if I am honest with myself. Thinking of you and you can talk here as much as you want. I hope you have a better day today and if you don't, don't feel bad about it, I am trying not to expect a day to be good or bad and just accept whatever it turns up like. Hard to do when I feel so depressed, hard to accept it, always trying to do something little to make myself feel better, that seems like a good thing. Sending a hug.

I know what it feels like, same shit different day. I'm struggling right now as well. Do you have at least one person in your life that you can reach out to? Please know that you're not alone. If you need an ear, feel free to message me anytime. Hang in there.

Sorry you had such a bad day yesterday. I understand what it's like to have the same old shit day after day. It gets old real fast. It's okay to be a broken record. What matters is it's how you feel. I'm hear to listen. Hugs.

It's worse D:

I don't know what to do, talking online isn't getting me anywhere. These hugs are sweet but they are too impersonal. I'm a crying mess, I just want a conversation with anyone about anything. I think my friends are all sick of me. Sick of my crying. I'm sick of my crying. I can't eat, I can't concentrate. I even forgot to pay my rent and bills. I just can't think of anything other then how he hurt me.

im going through the same thing right now.. I think maybe talking with someone on a daily will help.

I used to cry a lot. Seemed like it went on for years and years. But I had so much grief and sadness to express that that's what I had to do. Try not to be so hard on yourself. You deserve love and comfort for what you're going through, not judgement and criticism.

Hugs. I know how you feel. I am struggling right now myself. One day at a time is all we can do. I hope you feel better.

I pushed my friends away. And its kind of hypocritic of me to find support elsewhere but here I am.. Now I too sit all daylong without any outside world contact. No messages, no calls, nothing.
May be I'm trying to justify all this by connecting with you, I dnt know..
Sry for this weird reply...

I hope you feel better and we are all hoping for you.

Hello F19....I do feel like you many days. i'm new here, so i don't know the protocol. I get up in the morning and I'm almost sad to wake up. i am so envious of my friends that have full lives and seem to have a good outlook on life. I understand not getting your bills paid or being able to think. I just want my thoughts to stop. Every thing I plan ends up being a crisis of some sort. I've lost all confidence in myself and feel like I'm a downer or lost cause to most of my friends.

Have you been to therapy/counseling at all? Or is there a place here where you've shared your sadness and depression?

I've been on anti depressants on and off for about 20 years. Right now I'm transitioning between Celexa and Lexapro. It's been very rough, and my family doesn't understand that they cannot "cheer me up". So yes......I totally get where you are coming from.

Share what you are comfortable with and lets talk together about what we've both learned that might be helpful. What is happening differently when you are not crying?

I hope we can help each other even if it's just a tiny bit. I had some good years in between......but circumstances in my life are very bad right now.....so I my predisposition to depression is definitely amplified with health issues and anxiety with me.

I hope to hear from you.
Octavia