I'm so glad you reached out for support even though you are in pain and hurting so much right now. Please consider calling the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline or you can text the Crisis Text Line just by texting Hello to 741741 if you'd rather text with a live crisis counselor. You matter and how you feel is important. You deserve support right now. I know it doesn't seem like it, but life is constantly changing. Your circumstances will change. You will get through this and things will get better. Reach out. You can do this.

You need to go to the ER ASAP! If not there your local crisis center. Or at least call/text the suicide hotline @1-800-273-8255 or 741741.

Are you in counseling? If not I really think you should find one. Maybe meds as well.

I felt like that many many times too but keep going and my life is definitely not sunshines & rainbows a lot! I'm "poor" as I'm a widow (DH was murdered 3 years ago) on a fixed income, no car, food stamps, and a 4 year old doing it all by myself with no family or IRL friends, however that's just the tip of my iceberg, yet I keep going because I am "rich" in other ways that I'm finally now discovering thanks to switching meds/counseling!

I always say if you can find that one thing or person that makes your heart smile when waking up life is pretty darn good!

Please don't give up on yourself, yes that's easier said than done I know! Plus think of it from others eyes if you were gone how would they feel? Life is about trying and trying even when it seems useless/pointless.

Sending big big hugs!

Please do not do this. You reached out for help right now, which is a big deal. That to me shows that you're still looking for a reason to stick around and not go through with it. I hope we can help you see that your life is worth living and that you are worth the fight to keep going.

I can understand the feeling of hopelessness. I've felt like that a lot, too, in the past year or so. But I'm glad I'm still here, even though some days are a lot more difficult than others. Would you be willing to wait a week or so and just see if you feel differently, or if you can turn your feelings around?

Part of the reason I was able to crawl out of the hole is because I realized and started to understand that I don't really want to die. I just want the shit to stop sometimes. I just want to feel better. And do better. And I can't do that if I'm gone.

You're going to be able to turn your life around. You deserve that. In the meantime, please let us support you. We all care so much.

Do not take your life. I lost my son in a car wreck when he was 37. Only a parent who has endured this can understand. God is real and He does care. These things at present are temporary. I have been through much in life. Read my profile, message me, let me share my story with you.

Thank You everyone for your comments.

I've been to that point myself and all I can say is I'm glad I was unsuccessful. Please, I beg you, seek help immediately. You're worth it!

Here is the problem WE have. From your post .. we don't know how to help you. We need some kind of biography so we can make suggestions and be helpful. You need to detail some of your situation.

Whatever you do, do not harm yourself in any way. Suicide is not a solution .. it is a huge mistake.

Give us something to work with. We want to help you.

To Wandering vet.I just sta rted work again and I haven't worked in 4 years. I think the company has let me go, because they haven't put me on the schedule. I am pretty upset about that. I had been on many interviews for different companies before I landed this job. I do not want to try anymore.

If you get a job, the company have the power.
There are a lot of ways to make money. Look at Youtube. There are millions of videos teaches how to make money. Social medias have a lot of groups and schools teaches how to make money.

I struggle with feeling insecure about my job security too, then remind myself that a lot of people not liking me is in my head, and unless I talk to them, I just don't know.
It might be best to contact the schedule makers, and find out directly from them as to what's going on. And if they can offer any tips on how to improve; that almost always speaks directly to HR that you are trying to impress and do your best, and keeps that door open.

Depending on the company's way of doing things, it may have also been a scheduling error. Very rarely have I heard that someone, especially new, gets let go by leaving them off the schedule - It's considered unprofessional and bad taste. How they treat employees says a lot about whether or not it's a healthy environment anyway.

At the very least, you'll find how to improve.

You may want to try out some of Peter's suggestions too - be your own boss. Depending on what you are good at, you can possibly work from home

Just Please don't throw away the chance that tomorrow will be better, because today is passing anyway. If you give up, you'll never know what's around the next corner, and if you don't look for the silver lining, you'll might miss it.

Hugs!

Thanks again to everyone. I feel a little better now. Life can be discouraging at times.

Hey!!! Pleaseeeeee DO NOT!!!!
Message me---I've been there---I struggle too!

All I would say is that although it may not be possible for you to feel your worth ri9ht now, you are worth more than you can possibly imagine. It may not feel like it, but people do care about you. We certainly do. As with the others, I would recommend getting some help. Always remember that there is no shame in doing so.

Hi I'm sorry to hear that you are unhappy and not enjoying your life right now. I hope you don't commit suicide. There is so much to live for. If you stay alive you can change your situation and make your life more enjoyable. Suicide is not the answer although you may feel like it is right now. I also want to let you know that I have been suicidal before and wanted to end my life but you know what God saved me because He loves me. And I'm here to tell you that God loves you to and He can turn things around in your life if you let Him. I want you to know that God is loving and He cares about His children. I pray that the love of God will comfort you today and that He will make His love known to you. I pray that you will be delivered from the negative thoughts you are having right now and that you will come to realize that there are people that care and that there is hope. Your situation can change for the better and you can find happiness again. If you want to you can message me become my friend and stay in touch with me. I would love to encourage you and let you know how much God loves you. I'm not trying to preach to you or to be super Christian. You don't have to worry about me trying to shove my beliefs or religion down your throat. I won't do that. I am here to listen and offer support and friendship. Have a good day Hugs!

Thank you for sticking with us. You can get through this! Sometimes dailystrength is a great place to go to get help powering through the difficult times.
I assure you God loves you, He sent his son to die that you might be saved <3
Blessings! <3