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As I said, contact me if you need someone to share with, I have been here for 8 yrs. I have endured the death of my son, as I previously stated, I have had my home burn down, I've had my hand crushed and steel pins in it for 5-1/2 months, I've been through a divorce, had a nervous breakdown, been stabbed, etc. so, yeah, I've been through a lot. Life does kick our behind sometimes but, we can overcome and survive these setbacks. I am here if you need me.

Please don't harm yourself. I'm sorry you are having a really difficult time. God LOVES you and your life is important. Please call a crisis hotline number as listed above for immediate help. Sometimes we feel there is no hope to continue our lives. There is hope each and every day that we wake. Thank you for reaching out because that shows that you want to continue with life and need a little support to keep going. We are all here to support you when you are going through tough times. I'm glad you are feeling better. You are in my thoughts and wishing you the best.

If you really feel like that you should definitely go to the emergency room or call someone. I have a decent car and a ok job. It’s not all it’s cracked up to be. Look I’m still miserable with life. Don’t get me wrong having things can be nice but can also be a burden. I thought the same about God and lately have been praying. Not to be cured but just getting re aquatinted. For about two months when I would lay down for bed I would google suicide and leave the page open on my phone just in case. My philosophy is I won’t let them win. I don’t know who they are but they won’t win. I will win. Even if it takes the rest of my life I will be happy. Baby steps at first and before you know it your running to the finish line.

My daughter was where you are about a year ago. For years nothing worked out for her. She finally gave up what was not working and went a completely different direction. She got a great job, just by biting the bullet and applying for things she wasn’t even sure she was qualified for. She got a better car and can go places with friends and spend a little money now and then. When we look back we can’t believe she felt that bad a little over a year ago. Please don’t give up! Things can change. Btw, her ex basically killed himself through drinking and left two beautiful children and other family members broken hearted and with a sadness that never goes away. There are people who love you more than you realize.