it is a messed up day....the car went in to get the passenger side brake installed and they could not do it because its cable is too short and they would need to drill thru the hump since my Mustang is rear wheel drive...the angle over the top of hump is too great to get under and behind the gas pedal and it would cut the sheathing inside the cable cover and start to stick....so they recommended someone who does this type of stuff all the time and yippie they had the cable I need and they know how to do the install and they will drill thru the hump and put the cable on top of my transmission which is ok no problems....anyway I cannot get this done until Monday....I had to cancel two students for tomorrow as the brake is needed to take driving students for my insurance....

the top it all off the dog went out in the rain that started to fall after I left the house and his bandage which is supposed to be kept dry is now wet because I did not put a bag on it first before leaving when I knew it was going to rain....so now I am waiting to see when the vet can get me in to change the bandage on his foot.....ugggh

That sounds so stressful, bill. I hope things improve for you today.

Hugs, sadie. Big hugs. And thank you for the check in.

I am having really rough days too. Not sure what it is. Just a downward slump I guess. Anyway, I am getting real sick of being a pain in the ass to my family, but can't seem to get myself together either. Bad days. I know there will be better ones if I can just drag my ass through these bad ones. *breathe*

We finally got some winter weather last night, and lots of lovely snow. <3 It is now all melting away, which is equally lovely (though i could do without the mud).

I'm getting stressed a bit. Kind of like I just sit and do little things waiting for time to pass rather than do important things while time passes.

well hope everyone has turkey for Thanksgiving as that is a yum yum meal for all....of course hams are nice too but turkey day is turkey day for a reason...LOL

My car is going to be in shop on Monday to get the brake in it....so I am back in business on Monday afternoon at some point....taking it in 7:30am.....

I'm a mess. I've been in the bipolar room posting about the horrible depression side effect of needing to go off meds (so I won't write it here to, but feel free to add to it...) I need as much support as possible but I don't know how to improve this. And improve myself.

Thanks for asking about the check in.

I am ok. Sam and I walked to the bank and the store today. It will be our new normal. I am a bit tired right now. I hope everyone has a good weekend. I know what you mean Pepper I do that too.

hugs, reirei. thinking of you.

Today was pretty good. Met up with some friends from church to celebrate all the November birthdays, including my own. Got all kinds of neat little gifts. This evening my family and I had dinner and watched Finding Dory. Josh, my son, was doing excellent this evening. Sometimes he's just too quiet which makes me worry, although I probably shouldnt.

I'm alright. I just joined this group just now. I ran out of my Lexapro, so it's going to be a struggle until I can see my psychiatrist, who hasn't answered my phone calls this week.

It was a crazy week for me. I worked every day (which is rare) and my birthday was on Wednesday. A lot for someone who is depressed and exhausted all the time. Somehow I got through it. Things are not going great at work though and that has me worried. I am a speech therapist and it is hard to do good therapy when you are depressed.

was ok day not as depressed I am acclimating to moving back to home place after dealing with renter,, I am sad tired but ok watched joe dirt II and laughed,, I need a therapist and a psch working on it , and possibly spending some time soon in treatment program for women it is voluntary, , tune up deal,, hope all of you are well happy and know always we are in this together , I have been depressed since I was born I think ,, but there is a huge argument for nurture causing a lot of my issues,,, I have come but more to go thanks for letting me be here amonst others who fight too for their right to exist surive and learn to thrive and be happy and we do ,, meds meetings other outside meetings any crumb of support , is vital I may go to my first NAMI meeting soon after I come back all these years on earth struggling alone with this might be nice to have a friend or two thanks