I am so sorry that you've been having such thoughts since you were a child. There is a loneliness group on here as well as this group. Can you make a move to get out of your town? Are you on Facebook? A friend of mine went on Facebook Dating today and already has a date lined up. Maybe you should try that. Meet people from different nearby areas. I'm going to try it but I'm too tired today. I get lonely in the mornings mostly. Have you been through any counseling? I'm a big believer in counseling. Do you work? Do you live alone? Do you have family nearby? Get back to me!

Hi there. I also live in a remote area by myself and am struggling because of it. Would love to be ur friend!

Becarefull with facebook. Because these are free groups, so there are a lot of scamers.
I make a lot friends here on DS. You can too.

I live with my mom. I'm no longer on Facebook. I'm looking to make friends on here. I go to counseling every two weeks. Looking to get a new therapist though

Thank you for the comments!

I here you on the loneliness part. The only difference with me is that I live in a big metropolitan area and I'm still lonely. What type of therapy are you in? I have multiple types from talking one on one and equine therapy. I would really like to get to know you and be your friend. Keep in touch.

Sorry to hear your having a hard time. Hang in there.
Green eyes had a good suggestion going out of town somewhere. I go to the Senior Center in another town.
Getting involved in some kind of group can help rival class maybe. Your young. Maybe they have a community center or YMCA near you, that you might check out. Talk to people you like and don't bother with the ones you don't like

I know a lot of people your age who are in the same boat.
I always wondering how people in your generation can connect
and get together.
Is there a group for millennials to chat and get together?

Happily will be your friend, feel free to message me. Check out my story, read my posts in the groups I've joined. I have hardly any friends, the 4 friends I do have from my school days live far away & I only regularly talk to my best friend from primary school, but even we can go a few weeks with talking, just an odd message here and there.

I've had thoughts like this in the past. I find volunteering helps. Maybe, you can do online advocacy work since city connections may be limited. I like advocating for this org:

https://afsp.org/public-policy-advocate/