Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
so i failed my second math test, which means i failed for the semester which means my gpa is gonna go way the hell down, which means my parents are gonna be dissapointed in me. i don't anymore, i just don't want to live my life to work, or live my life to study. i don't wanna shit really? i just wanna sleep....sleep forever and never have to wake up, never having to stress, never having to worry. I don't wnt to go to school, i don't want to work so what are my options? i'm not a functioning member of society cause i'm not a busy bee, cause i don't find the virtue in getting up early every day and going to work or going to school. I don't wanna do this anymore, so am i mistaken in my thoughts that death is the only way to go? the way i rationalize it is that it's the completely logical decision for me to make...i don't want to live anymore, i wanna die tonight, so that tomorrow i wont have to think about how much i let the world down. I don't even know what i wanna say anymore, i had so much more on my mind when i started this but yeah....
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I got an email from Kohl's that I had a 40% off coupon for today and tomorrow only. It took me about an hour but I placed an order and got some great deals. I have been wanting a new dress. I like dressing up sometimes. My birthday is coming up and I have dinner plans at a nice restaurant. But, honestly, I'm a little out of control again. I went through this in the fall. I bought...
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Has anyone else noticed that clearly speaking and doing things intentionally is liberating because it helps combat the feeling of depression and a sense of hopelessness? Let me share a little more: in my experience, when those who have tried to project a hidden agenda that is obviously not aligned with integrity and well-being, it's best to be firm and speak clearly from self-awareness and...
Truth be told, your stress and difficulty seriously depends on your choice. You have difficulty with math? Read a book by anyone who made it big without any degrees. It wasn't studying that got them down, but not making enough money at the time, not having a lot to eat. Hell, some of the people we idolize/look up to didn't even have a place to live while they were making their way through life.
So, am I trying to scare you in to studying? Maybe. I have a very good friend who ditched college and wound up working for a decent record label. He's already travelled 1/2 the world at 30. I busted my ass through school (still am) and lived in Spain for a stretch. My point is, it doesn't matter what you choose. Drop out, stick with it. Every choice is going to be tough. And every choice will bring you joy you never expected. Life is crazy like that.
I'm sorry that I don't have a clue what's happening in your family/personal life but, like Heidi said, there are people here to listen. You're stronger than you think. Keep at it.