I have feelings for someone I work with; problem is, she's already married. I feel TERRIBLE. For one thing, she's married, so I feel like it's wrong for me to like her. For another, we CAN'T be together. It's doomed from the start. So I just have this mixture of pain and guilt inside and it's killing me. I don't know what to do. I haven't felt like this about someone in years, but it seems like every time I do, there's a reason it can't work out, and that reason gets more serious every time. I mean, will I ever NOT be alone? I want a best friend, a person who will think, "hey, out of the 7 billion people on the planet, I think you're the most special, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you." I want someone to talk to, and someone who wants to talk to me. I want to be wanted. Why does this keep happening? I want to be with someone, or die and be with God; I just can't keep living on my own. I need someone to talk to. I need a best friend.
I am in a fog and I'd like to know, how do you all overcome your depressive slumps.
I feel like I’m hopeless I’m this world, like I have nothing else worth fighting for. I’m so hurt inside I feel heavy hearted everyday. Everyday I wish I was dead. I feel like I have a 1,000 pound weight on my back and everyday it’s crushes me more and more. I just want to feel cared for. Idk if I can keep living this way.