I have feelings for someone I work with; problem is, she's already married. I feel TERRIBLE. For one thing, she's married, so I feel like it's wrong for me to like her. For another, we CAN'T be together. It's doomed from the start. So I just have this mixture of pain and guilt inside and it's killing me. I don't know what to do. I haven't felt like this about someone in years, but it seems like every time I do, there's a reason it can't work out, and that reason gets more serious every time. I mean, will I ever NOT be alone? I want a best friend, a person who will think, "hey, out of the 7 billion people on the planet, I think you're the most special, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you." I want someone to talk to, and someone who wants to talk to me. I want to be wanted. Why does this keep happening? I want to be with someone, or die and be with God; I just can't keep living on my own. I need someone to talk to. I need a best friend.
why is my internet page being redirected to other pages when I try to log in. How can I stop this from happening, I have blocked so many pages it isn't funny, but all that happens is new ones pop up.
As the title reads, I'm starting over at 41. I'm Autistic and was on disability for the last three years. I'm finally ready to come off of it and get going but I'm scared of going back to work. I've had three careers since college: security guard, information technology, and truck driving. I was unable to go back into Information Technology and security work is paying the same amount of money...