i'm sorry you are feeling so down hon. you have a family that needs you. There is hope hon.

Hugs to you

Maybe because you know your child would miss you a whole lot!!!

(((hugs)))

He has a father who can feed and clothe him. He will miss me, but I know he will make it fine (already seen it when he was gone for 2 years), lost my oldest son in a car accident in 2003 and my daughter only cares about drugs. I sit here right now in a house with my son, his Gfriend and my husband. They all know I am sad and depressed - but they dont give a fuck!

I havent been able to buy enough food to eat daily for a year now and now we have evenless money. I just cant live this way and my family wont even send me food or anything....

No one really cares - people just say they do. I have begged for food and no one helps me. Friends I know could help me and they dont. It was ok for me to help them all those years...... WTF! Screw this world - this life - i need to be strong enough to end it!!! NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

I don't really know your situation so what I have to say may not apply but . . .

Do you think your depression is being communicated properly to your family . . . I know in the past I've just come across as an anti-social grouch . . .

Secondly . . .are food stamps and option for you? Discounted housing?

that really is awful hun . . . you help for years thinking they would do this for me . . .then they won't . . . such people are just takers . . . but don't let them bring you down!!!

There truly are caring people in the world.

I eat 10 days a month because of food stamps..... Thats all it covers.

I have a house I have to make the mortgage on or loose and cant sell or refinance without money to go to court cause my ex wont sign the papers. Broke, can cover basic bills for the home and utilities and thats it.

I told them all I am very down and depressed, my husband just says lets go lay down then....whoohoo!

Cant buy shoes, clothes, food - nothing! This is NO LIFE!

Here is my life in a nutshell. Lost my job in 2002, Oldest son died in car accident in 2003, Was unable to function much and put on lots of meds, anxiety - panic attacks w/agoraphobia, GAD, Major depression, Glaucoma, High Blood pressure, BPD. Husband at the time cheated on me and left us all in 2006, Remarried a man 16 years younger (poor guy) and now cant make it through life on what we have. Cant function enough to work & feel worthless as hell.

Oh hon I can hardly say I understand where you are coming from because I haven't experienced that . . . I have to lean on the stories of others on this site which I have heard . . . people who have made it through massive obstacles . . . and say that it gets better . . . it may take a while . . .but it gets better . . ..

I know I'm not much help. But I care!!!

(((HUGS)))

My family is not caring.I alway suffer from anxiety and depression.They did not show any sympathy.They think I do not want to work because I can use their money.