I think everyone is struggling with their lifes. Most people are lonely, broke and have some kind of suffering. They just do not want to talk about it because they do not want to sounds like a loosers. Look at Youtube. There are millions of videos teaches how to make money. Social media have groups and schools teaches how to make money.

So the (cheesy) joke about people from Maine (the state I'm originally from) goes like this: How many Mainers does it take to change a light bulb? Answer: Change?:-) So Ive never been good with change either and my husband and I moved yet again not too long ago. I went through a time in my life when I was just really struggling. I lived over 1000 miles away from my family and friends (still do). I think for me I was watching all the pictures my family and friends would post and feel discouraged that I really didn’t have anything good to share. No cute baby pictures, fun vacation or job promotion etc. My best friend was also diagnosed with congestive heart failure and ended up needing a heart transplant. I felt like I lost her during the two years she was going through that. It was one of the hardest times of my life, but it was during that time though that the Lord opened new doors for me and brought new people into my life. It’s easy to get in the comparison trap, but we all are at different places in our lives and we all have different destinies. Your time is coming! I’ll be praying for you and that you find a good job! Im here any time you need to talk! <3

sounds like a lot of upheaval in your life. hope you can find a good job and things settle down a bit.