I was diagnosed with major depression years ago,I have been handling it with medication and with keeping busy. I'm having real issues lately. I'm separated from my husband and am renting a room. I am by myself. It's been a traumatic time for me, lots of other things going on.
My biggest issue and concern has been hitting me daily. I can't seemto get out of bed. I can't seem to want to move. I get up get dressed do a few things and then just get back into bed to just close my eyes and drift out of this world. When I awake I feel really badly and cry. I have been feeling so alone. I feel no purpose and have no desires.
I have a therapist with who I speak to weekly, it seems to help for a bit. But then the sadness takes over again. I am not in bad shape as far as I'm not sick or have any disabilities with my body. I just can't seem to be able to start my day and have it continue to stay going.
I feel extremely guilty of not being able to function due to my sadness and loneliness.
It's a terrible feeling that seems to be creeping into my life more every day.
I woke up fatherless today.Last night at around 2:30 God took my father home.I spent yesterday by his side reading from the bible to him.I pray he finds the peace he couldnt get in lifeI kove you dad
I don’t know where else to find help. Or even someone who understands.I’ve been through therapy for years. I’ve seen a lot of progress with that but everyday I still carry this burden in my mind. I feel like I have a whole mountain to climb before my day even begins. And some days are so stressful for me mentally that I just keep putting one foot in front of the other, hoping I meet the...