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I am having to move out of my apt on Saturday and I will be living in my car. I live in Las Vegas and the temp outside is 110, it's going to be torture to live in my car. I have been praying for death for years and years. I can't go on anymore. I will have to take my next paycheck and buy a gun. It's the only way out of this hell I live in. I tried going to a shelter the last time I was homeless, and they wouldn't take me. I have tried going to the hospital and they were very unkind. They cared more about how I was going to pay for it than they did about helping me. I can't work anymore. I am too sick. I have been saying this for a long time. And I am finally done. I could use my last paycheck to buy a few weeks worth of gas for the car and then be living on the street. Or I could buy a gun and end it. I have to get up the guts to buy the gun, Life is pure torture.
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Good Thursday to you!I've been watching a really long trial on Youtube these last couple of nights and will finish tomorrowHopefully I'll be in the land of nod soon and I hope my peeps are having sweet dreams followed by a great daySending hugs...xo
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Hey all, i know its been quite awhile since i posted on here. Its been a summer all right. Its been something else........... You know how they say not to open the can of worms? Well a few months ago i decided to find out what my due date would have been for my first baby, the one conceived by r***. My baby would have been due on March 4th of 2006. They would be 20 years old. I was R**** on June...
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They are there right now. Why don't you call them and see if they have some resources for you.
Wouldn't you rather things got better so you can live and be happy?
What are your thoughts on that?
Here is the Link below:
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
In 2002, I lost my job due to illness, When my money got very low, I felt like had no choice but to ask relatives to take me in. Fortunately, my 2 brothers allowed me to move in with them. I lived in the master bedroom of a three bedroom trailer, and trusted God to help me.
I'm not saying it was always easy, but God blessed me to hold on until my disability came through. I had my ups and downs, but I had to trust and believe that God would help me.
Please let me know that you have read this. I care.
We are trying to help him. Not encourage him to do this.
I don't understand you post and yes he has a choice.
Thank you.
Can you call The Salvation Army or Catholic Charities? There are resources if you look and reach out for help. Let me know and if you want me to look online for you I will try my best to help you.
Just don't give up. Hang in there. You can get thru this. :-)
Lulu555, it's nice that you had someone to take you in. If I had that my life would be different, But I don't. I have never had anyone to help me. I have wanted to die for decades. Things are finally coming to an end and I am glad.
I wanted to ask if you are actually looking for a new job? Because if money comes in homelessness goes away for now....but if not looking for work jobs do not drop into your lap....
anyway I also made comment that if you were in St. Louis my couch is always available for many many people....I would help you out but that distance between us is great and of no immediate help....wish all that mattered was a plane ticket...but that aint in the cards from my end...no money here either....
also you know you can text me any time....and when we talked on Monday you said that the place you live only has to give five days notice before evicting you and if they did evict you you could never move back in.....that hardly sounds like the plan is to end your life after moving into your car but more of that you could get some lifeline and a new job and move back into the weekly rental apt.....
anyway I hate watching this as my fear is one day you will be not there and I will not know....and if I did find out it would hurt greatly inside me.....
peter, wow... wtf... seriously... wtf...
Please Do NOT Do This.
You Are Such A Wonderful Person And Your Life Matters So Very Much.
Please Call The Number That DaisyGirl Has Posted.............
My Heart Is Breaking For You.
Please Don't Give Up.
((((((HUGS)))))) And Love To You From Me
Please don't do this... Hospitals will always seek info re payment however they will help you ...You're considering suicide please consider getting help sweetie..
Huge hug for you and a blessing...x
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Heretic, are you taking your meds? Do you have meds to take? Cause I think if you get on your meds, you might see things differently. Maybe get your meds filled instead of buying a gun?
Maybe go to a couple of the churches and talk to the pastors? They may know of resources you are not aware of.
I have been turned down for SSDI twice, and am told the same qualifications apply for SSI. I have called crisis lines and have gotten sympathy but no actual help. I have been to the hospital and they did nothing for me. My meds work fine and there is nothing else they can do, There is no help for me. I can't stay alive with no income and have no way to get income. I want to die so badly. I don't see why I should have to stay around to suffer. Life is pure torture.