This is hard for me cause ive never posted but, you gotta start somewhere. Earlier this month my husband of (just shy) 24 years asked me for a divorse, he said he was sick of tring to make the marrige part of us work that as friends I was an awsome and increadable person. He needs more in a "parner" he is looking for hus and cuddles and of course intamitcy (sex to me) I don't care for sex, never brought that up to him to he asked for the divorce. I thought I had that in check but, i started to feel worse about it and it was not very fair to him but, i took for granted he loved me and would not leave me. I guess I was wrong. We are still living in the same house and will for a while (can anyone say unhealthy) I love him so much. I need to try to accept this. Its very hard!
I am into the "feeling REALLY depressed" mode. I've been pretending everything fine, and that I want to be some what part of the people around me, BUT I DON'T. I don't want to do anything, I feel done, just done putting forth effort to do anything. I don't want to eat, drink, and I don't even care anymore about whether I sleep or not, I don't care that my body hurts all the time, I...
I heard this song today, reminding me that God I'd everything good.The song is called "Everything Good", by Ashes Remain, https://youtu.be/4hDaU4Zu0Lk