I dont know what it is but since I told my story on here and since I told my pastors, although I'm not 100% better I feel a whole lot better. I feel like a weight lifted off of my sholders. Im still struggling but I go to the psycologist on monday and then from there i go to a psyciatrist. Heres to finally getting past my past.
My youth pastor told me that I cant be who i need to be if i am stuck on what happened to me.. And its true
I don’t know what to di with my life anymore. Its been a series of unfortunate events for the last 7 months. Pretty much devastating. Everytime I try to do something for my life to inprove fails. Im losing hope. I completely lost my faith.
I feel like I have no purpose. I just exist so that someone can use me