Oh today I feel this way! Are you frustrated? I am sorry you feel this way. I hope you won't give up.

This can be a hard day for us all. We're all in this together. Your never alone in how you feel.

Just wondering why you are giving up? I don't know your story so I lack the understanding. I hope you don't give up. Life is hard but can be amazingly awesome to. Best to you.

You can think "fuck the world" and still prefer to live in it. Imagine happiness is blue and everything else is red... The problem isn't the world, or, what you're looking at; it's your red lense. There's treatment for that, like moodstabilizers, ECT, vagal nerve stimulation, thyroid medication, and training yourself to not indulge in misery or frustration. Maybe antidepressants? Additionally, the suicide rate is said to be lower in people who drink coffee. Maybe it's because it makes them happier?

Today I feel like crap myself. There are days I have problems where I feel like giving up (that is right now). It makes me ask questions "why".
I know that other people don't understand my question but it's true.

well I don't know you ..but this sounds ...like you have had enough of certin people ..sertinaly situations ...you find your self in ...how things work ...things are so unfair ...but than you already knew that dident you ....there is no fairness just ...the way it is ....untill someone can change somthing someone's way of thinking and than a groups way of thinking and than it becomes a movement ....and than at least you know someone ...cares and thinks like you .....there schould be fairness ...there schould be a world full of love ..for one an other ...it will come but not in our life time .....I can here your frustration very strong ...your anger ...but who are you trying to convince ...that they are so wrong .who are you realy directing this lod of emotions to words .....to me it feels like as if you have been playing this game of poker .....and after ...some time goes by ....someone has been cheating or getting all the luck and you stand up and just wape everything off the table ......in rebellion .."...............................................................................................................this is why I think you schouldent give up ....ever since I was 2 I did not want to be here ..at all ....I went through half my life ..even going into hospital having to get ect ....and still not wanting to be here ..untill I hit my 50 s ...some ware in there .i decided I actualy decided I wanted to stay ...i always knew I was blesed with my h and my children and having crane children comming up ....I don't know what happened that changed my mind ......it doesent mean that I had no more depreshion ...I still suffer from depreshion as I have all my life ...but if I would of given up all those years ago ....I would of mised this time in my life when I finaly wanted to be here and amd enjoying seeing the world through the eyes of my grandchildren .....being great full for the husband who stood by me through the worst ....was my rock ......is my rock ...and my children ...how they showed me what love truly was ....I would of mised so Maney experances ........I don't want you to miss any future experances because you quit just a little to soon ..no ...insted I want you to fight ..this depreshion .....live one day at a time ....the past is gone ..the future isent here yet ....and you are worried about it and creating this terable future insted ...creat a good future ..think of today and what you can do today ....live in the moment .....this is a good place for you to come and vent ...but everything that ever hurt you has to come out for you to begin to realy heal ......are you on meds and do you have a counclor or phicatrist ....if not you schould realy think about it ...if you do than you need to get your meds adjusted ..so you need to tell your doctor exactualy how bad and how hard it is for you right now so he or she can treat you properly .........I am going to keep you in my prayers ....from now on ..every day ...sorry this is so long ...you need to take care of your self ..and be good to your self ......God bless

I feel somewhat like that too. But I am still trying to turn it around. Do'nt give up hope my friend.