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Well I can’t take this crap anymore as soon as I can get a hold of a gun I’m ending it.... I’m tired of the kingdom of God... I am tired of all it’s wrong doing it does to me... I am tired of life... 5 years and I will be able to buy my own...but if I get a hold of a weapon before then or see some other means of doing it I will... I lost the best girl of my dreams and now I will not”move on” I will not do anything of the sort instigated bullshit...I hate God and all his believers!!!!!
i feel your pain i have experienced something similar myself. just remember that this feeling that you are experiencing will pass and you can get healthy and strong again. there is a women out there for you that is beyond you wildest expectations so stay strong and sit this pain out and try to lean something wile you are going through this dark time.
kind regards
Daniel
In fact, you can even ask Him to help you now ... and if you are sincere and grateful, He WILL.
I can understand that. I think we all can, at least to a degree.
The good news is that five years is a long time. Your life can go so many different directions in that time. And even if you feel miserable right now, you never know what greatness may come to you in five years. Or even one year.
But you have to be willing to struggle for better things and take responsibility for yourself. Even if whatever you are going through is not your fault, what you do with it is your responsibility.
Find what you're willing to endure this painful moment for. Whatever is worth your sticking around and working through.
If you can do it (and I know you can), you can replace this five-year plan with one that serves you and the people you love/who love you so much better.
Your the one here that's full of Crap.
No idea who "She" is or was.
We all have massive losses.
My Fiance was killed in an auto accident.
One year later, a guy that was drunk, in a stolen car and on a high speed chase from the cops. Hit me head on. I have some nerve problems in my back. My ankles, BOTH... were broke. My truck was totaled. I was in the midst of moving THAT NIGHT. The driver had a green card and a long rap sheet.
I became homeless and suffered a long time.
You need to blame someone, blame yourself. And grow up. You don't want to commit suicide, or you would not be on here.
Lifes hard on everyone. People care about you.... Siblings, parents... someone. You can spout off about God all you want. I doubt you have read much of the bible. Gods there for you. But you need to be there for him too.
I never quit praying through all my hardships. I never lost faith. It took time, but with Gods help, I made it.
Stand back and take a look at your life. If all you can see is painful bleak loneliness. Your not looking at the big picture.
They say the entire Universe was crammed into something as small as an Atom. A massive explosion happened. The so called, Big Bang. And all the stars, planets, asteroids etc. were created.
Well where did that first Atom come from? It wasn't created out of thin air.
Maybe mans perspective of what God is. Is not absolute or correct.
But there is a God out there and around us.
Man was created with his own thoughts. He can do good or evil.
Your young, you have life to live. And life to give.
Don't close yourself off or try and end the gift that God has given you. Life.....
I love the words that JFK said in a speech.
"Its not what your Country can do for you. But what you can do for your Country!
Because those words can also be used as, Its not what God can do for you. But what you can do for God.
You can still bring joy to other people. You can still make a difference in others lives.
Your poor poor me attitude needs to change. Think of more than just you.
Open your mind and your heart..... And let others in your life. Do for other people and you will find out how much love and kindness there is in this sad, painful and wonderful world!
God bless.