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I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through so much at the moment. I don't think anyone, mental illness or otherwise, would be able to handle that well. It's just a lot to take on at the moment, and no sleep can really hurt you in many different ways.. I thoroughly understand, I'm an insomniac.

Have you spoken with your doctors by any chance about what scaling back has done to you? Do you think that it is the medication that might be doing that with not being able to sleep? If you can't get into an appointment soon, should you choose to do so, even talking to them over the phone might be of some help.

I completely understand being at your wits end. I've been there many times due to my insomnia. It is never easy to function when you don't have the proper sleep that you need. Should you ever feel like venting, etc... Please don't hesitate to message!

Hi, from what you are saying the worst thing they could have done was lower your medication. Don't wait on them, go ahead and call and tell them how you are feeling. Not getting any sleep plus stress is bad for us dealing with depression, and if you have bipolar as well, it can really be dangerous. What kind of specialist are they talking about if you don't mind me asking? One of my friends on here suggested that I take my husband with me to my next appointment so he can understand what I am going through. Don't get too frustrated about the job, alot could happen between now and October. I hope this helps in some kind of way, just know I am here for you if and when you need to vent. Feel better.

Sleep is key. I know for myself, if I even get behind on sleep, my whole Mental Health status can falter. My doctor knows this. He will adjust things accordingly because he knows how I get. Please call or get in to see your doc. This can be crucial. Prayers that things get straightened out very soon!