Long story short, my boyfriend of almost 4 years is an addict. He just got out of rehab for the third time since we've been together.
He's been back for a week and Friday he took his car (with my books and my daughters car seat) and hasnt been back since. Wont answer my phone calls or texts.
I know eventually he'll be back and be "so sorry ". But where do I draw the line? When is it being supportive of someone struggling with addiction and when is it me just being codependent on someone who makes me feel special and loved when he's sober, but like I'm disposable and being used when he takes off to do... well, it makes me sick to think of what he could be doing.
I cant sleep well. I cant eat. Im crying all the time. What do i do?
I’m so, so lonely. I have a wonderful family, but they have friends and can’t be around me all the time, you know? I have a few friends, but they’ve all grown apart from me and found new friends, especially since they all went to college and I’ve been spending this year at home, trying to get a handle on my depression. I’m also an introverted person, and I let that plus my anxiety in...
Sometimes I think it would be better ifI looked as lonely lost and hopeless asI feel.I really think sometimes people pass me by because I look "just fine" but on the inside it just me and my mountain of solitude