Have you ever just laid in bed and daydreamt all the things you think the "right guy" would say? "You are an amazing mom, kind and caring" "you are everythinh I've ever dreamed of" "I could never live this life without you" " You are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen" "I'm so lucky to have you" ...... You get the idea... Like why is it in my mind the love he gives me is not enough, or not the right way, why do I always need more?? Cuz I don't like myself? Cuz I feel under appreciated? We do everything for everyone for a specific response... One we should be able to tell ourselves.. I love y'all.
I am a retired pschotherapst and a recovering PTSD surivor. As I experience the aging experience I am also experiencing PTSD issues. I believe the aging process triggers PTSD symptoms . Vulnerbility is the culpret. We are somewhat physically impaired and become more dependent on other to meet our challanges that come with the aging process.
I have been feeling overwhelmed at work lately. I thought I was making strides since the beginning of the school year. The school leader asked if I would help create the yearbook. I agreed not wanting to look like I didn't want to contribute to the overall being part of the staff etc. I struggled to figure out the software and being movitvated to make time to work on the project. I also...