Thank you my daughter and granddaughter have been making me feel so............old, but all of you are making me feel like I fit right in LOL!

I'm going wash that gray right outta my hair...love it.

Steph I loved that commerial too. Cause I'm a Woman! I'll be singing that now all the time!

I am woman! Here me roar!

i'm all fuzzy in the heart that what i told you all
3 moths ago
(to much distaste and anger on your parts, widely.) has finally knocked on the door. and that you are, for the most part, ready to not answer his calls anymore.

i'm really proud that all of your brains.. people who struggled with him self and his perversion-like certainty of number tricks vs. a perfectly good and functioning self of your own with the cards in a dark pocket, never sure if you needed any "well done!"
from him. no one as sterile or sly,
please do take this to all of your real appointments: he has got to have a better hand than you when you play chronic pain around the clock. you're the expert, hunnies, every time. speak out for YOU!

there is no bullshit book that isn't in a bookstore that you buy that is going to change your life. let's say goodbye to self publicists, self declared experts and the like. friendship and caring can actually save your live when you need it. immersion into peers who ARE going through similar situations if free and likewise invaluable.

what i'll never understand after all the abuse he brought to me personally is why justice was so un-swift that i have practically abandoned this site. (you sure couldn't call me active.) long winded? maybe.)

my idea that telling pain patients that pain medicine made them a slave WAS abuse then and it would be abuse now. and if you still must think i run around popin' abuse buttons all-day, then what can i say..... i totallly......

if you have to ask... you'll never know...




we all have doors to our heart that function just like the illustration of the muse. we often must open a ventricle to liven up some lymph to let a true asshole out of your blood stream (assuming he/she isn't as parasitic as cc. that can become complicated with both you heart and you mind infected.

with reference to vampirism:

let's not give him even cinematic beauty.
he behaved here like a mother hen who's word might have been enlightening (or appear so due to sheer, unrelenting repetition). leeches that he aspirated from his pink chicken tongue, for as deep in the least his commentary began to weaken us. undo our resolve to the other "real people" here who we needed to give and get support from. SOME people suffered through his presence MORE OR LESS in very different degrees,

but i can tell you it's like flushing a toilet. stomping a cockroach, or throwing out that old shower curtain that just wont bleach out anymore for me. my heart feels pure and unafraid when it takes inventory of remaining here to offer what little i can.

if you happened to not understand yet and this has all come to soon and c.c. might have been just about to save you. never fear!, he's all over the internet in all kinds of names! he can't be lost, but may he never infiltrate another support group in cyberspace., full of people who need help, not quackery, ears not quips of typed metaphor, love of you instead of hate for your prescription medication regimen.

some pretty grand folks here so don't cry for c.c.

cry tears of joy that c.c. left. it's the only appropriate action if you were hurt and disgusted by him in the way that i was.

I dont know brokenyolk I think we all were pretty much on to him, I know I was and did not care for him and I was quite vocal about it. I made sure every post that I thought he was unkind in or was to clinical I posted a reply to. I did not go away and let him go I made sure and alot of us did that he was not the fix all.

I think sometimes when people like this disrupt the group they in fact pull it together because we will band together to make sure nobody gets hurt. I think as far as he goes in the beginning he was mild but that build and that is when people really took offense it was not a instant thing and that is why it took so long for alot of people he just did not get so aggressive at first and once he did that is when we banded together for the greater good of the group.

I hope that you come back more now that he is gone, But sometimes we just have to stand for what we know is right and not let people drive us from where we want to be.

That's a good strategy, it makes that "perpetrator" feel isolated and unwelcome.