He had pieces of his left lung removed yesterday. The doctor said his lung was so hardened they had trouble getting the staple gun to close where the operated. The doc said his lungs were very abnormal. Yesterday when coming out he made this awful noise trying to breathe. Breathing was such a struggle for him it was hard to bare. Today my mom said he's been throwing up all day. They're going to remove a tube they had in his lung. My mom says he always makes that noise breathing when he sleeps. I feel so antsy like I'm not supposed to enjoy anything because he can't and I don't know what to do with myself. I'm going back to work tomorrow. I got sick this morning and had to stay home. I'm so worried and I don't want him to suffer